So this is a story about Lucy and bullying. I do not want anyone to commit suicide so if you are reading this and you have those thoughts, please do not do it. I do not want to have anyone of my dear people I love who find and read my fic to die! I love you! and in italics is a quote from an anime I was told not to watch so idk the name if it lol but i do not own it. There are some others but i dun remember the names ether! This is not a death fic! This will be a two shot!

I do not own fairy tail!


Lucy's POV

(Friday)

I couldn't take it anymore. All the bullying. All the hate. All the abuse. all the everything bad. Why me? The guild seems to hate me also. Only master, Mira, Lissanna, Happy and Levy care for me now. No one even cares to say hi anymore. I'm tired to be had bin for about 3 months now. Ever since I was accused of hurting Lisanna.I already got kicked off the team for Lisanna. Its not her fault though. It didn't even make me flinch. I knew they were already thinking like that. I was prepared. I headed home for maybe one of the last times. I was thinking about it and I decided. If only 5 people care about me, then i wont be a burden to them anymore. This was gonna last only for the rest of this day. It's time to see mama and papa

FLASHBACK

(Sunday)

When I woke up, I thought of a quote from this show I watched and now I relies how true it was. I didn't want to wake up. I had a much better time asleep. and that's sad. it was almost like a revers nightmare. Like when you wake up from a nightmare you're so relived. I woke up into one.It was so true it hurt. No one cared about me. They didn't even know I existed. Today, today is my birthday. I think only those 4 people remembered. It was painful, but I got ready and left for the guild. When I got there there was no surprise. Team Natsu was in my face asking me to leave. I didn't even look like I had emotion left in my body. I had bin like that for the past 3 months. I just stared blankly at them and said yes. Suddenly I had tears rolling down my face. I wiped them away quickly. I walked over to Mira. "Happy birthday Lucy!" she said. I smiled. The only time I really ever had emotions was when I was talking to the people who saw me."Thank you." I said. She handed me Strawberry milkshake. I smiled even bigger. I saw Levy come in and she ran to me."happy birthday Lu-chan!" she said. I thanked her and she handed me a new book. It was a romance book. Yes! I needed some more! She must of known! Then I walked to Master."Anything different?" I asked. He shook his head with a grin on his face. I smiled and giggled. He wished me a happy birthday and I thanked him and saw Happy flying to me. I grinned. He was crying. When I saw that I frowned. "What happened Happy?" I asked. He flew into my arms and said,"I'm so so sorry Lucy! the didn't listen to me! I tried to keep you on the team! I promise!" I grinned and petted him."It's ok. I over heard them when you were sleeping and I already knew about it. I'm ok." I answered. He gave me a pretty necklace that had a fish on it. It was encased with blue,pink, and yellow jewels. "It was supposed to be from me and Natsu, but it seems he forgot." Happy said. I just hugged him. "Hey, Happy. Can you help me put it on?" I asked. I lifted up my hair and he put it on me. I hugged him and went back to Master. He gave me a bracelet that had the Fairy Tail mark on it. I thanked him and said I was leaving. I left the guild and went home to read the new book levy gave me while sipping on my milkshake and played around with my new necklace and bracelet for a bit.

(Monday)

The next day I had already finished the book. It was to good! I headed to the guild because of rent money. When I entered, it as a different story. I smiled and walked into the guild."I'm back Mina"I said. Everyone but 4 people looked at me with anger. I seemed that Master had left for a meeting. Lisanna walked over to me and said,"Lucy, I think you should leave right now. It's not safe for you here right now. Their anger is showing and I don't know why they don't like you. I'm sorry but I dont want to see you hurt! Please, can you just go for me?" I shook my head saying ok. I left for a book store. There were some new books I saw they got! I wanted to read them! But I was stopped on my way to my apartment by a kick in the side. I flew a couple of feet back only to see it was Erza!What was that for?" I said. I saw Lisanna, Levy, Happy, and Mira try and stop Natsu and Erza from hurting me."What are you talking about Erza? Lucy didn't do anything!" Then I noticed that Natsu's scarf was not on his neck."Natsu, what happened to your scarf?" I asked. Bad move. Levy lost her grip and he punched me."That's what I want to know! Lucy! Tell me were you put it!"And then I heard Erza scream something about someone eating her cake. I guess she thought it was me. But why? Levy got her grip back on Natsu and pulled him back. I stood up and ran to the bookstore. Then I saw the bookstore owner was putting new books in! I was looking throu the new books and found one of signs of depression. I took it with 2 other romance books.

(Tuesday)

I read half of the 1st romance novel. I can relate to it. The girl like her best friend and he is to dense to figure it out. Then he leaves her. Oh how I can relate. I entered the guild and Natsu still didn't have his scarf. I went to the request board and found one I could do and it payed well! I asked Mira to allow me to go and i completed it in a day. I payed my rent and I even had 60,000 extra jewels! I went back to the guild and talked with Mira, Lisanna, and Levy. team Natsu walked out of the guild for a job and pulled Lisanna with them. I think ot was Natsu, but someone pushed me off my seat. I couldn't take it anymore. Master was not back ether. I said I was heading home and left. Later that night Natsu came in. I was writing my book and I didn't notice when he came in until he came over to me and picked me up. I struggled to get out of his grip until I saw that he was filling the tub up with cold water. When the tub was full, he dropped me in. "Get a hold of yourself Lucy! Tell me were you put my scarf!" I yelped,"You still think I have that stupid scarf! If I had It I would have no were to put it!" With that Natsu left. I just stayed in the tub for a while until I sneezed. I think I got a cold.

(Wednesday)

I was stuck at home. I had a bad cold and only Levy and Mira came to check on me. Gajeel took Wendy,Carla, and Lilly with him so they didn't even know I am ignored. The luck I have. I got up and walked to the kitchen to cook a soup. When I got there I found Lisanna there."What are you doing up! I wanted to cook you something because I heard what Natsu did. He is why you're sick." Lisanna explained. I shook my head and headed back with my 3 new books in hand. I finished the first one and hated the ending! The guy never saw her again! I want to find out if there was another book! And its coming out in 2 years. Uh! I read the one about depression and so far i haven't done any of them. Lisanna came over and gave me her soup. I thanked her and she left.

(Thursday)

I was feeling better! I walked to the guild to be hit with a table. Master was still out. And Mira, Lisanna, happy, and Levy came to me. The guild looked at me and went back to what was going on. All of a sudden Erza and Gray come to me and smack me."What the hell is wrong with you Lucy! Why do you keep lying! We all know that you have our stuff! Give them back!" Gray said. I was holding back tears."I was at her apartment yesterday! There was no trace of any of your stuff there!" Lisanna protested."And what would you know of someone who you never talk to! Why blame her! If you need to blame someone, blame me!" Lisanna was now crying. I couldn't take it anymore."Lisanna, it's ok. I have a question. What do you want as a gift? You to Levy,Mira, Happy." I put my best smile to them. Although it didnt reach my eyes, they answered. Levy wanted my book, Mira wanted a hug, Lisanna wanted to go shopping with me, and Happy wanted some fish. And when I'm gone, I'll give my money to Master. Me and Lisanna went shopping and finished about an hour later. I got the gifts and a new outfit while she bought new clothes. . We went back to the guild because she has a job."Thank you. I'll be going." I said to the I didn't see master.


NOW (STILL LUCY'S POV)

(Friday)

I entered my apartment to see Master walking to the guild from the station. I sighed and wrote my book. When I finished, I went out. When I got to the guild I gave Mira a hug and left a note for Master to check my apartment in the afternoon at about 12:30. When I saw that team Natsu was back, I tensed. "You stole from us and you hurt your nakama! You don't belong here!" Natsu said. "Hey! I n-" Lisanna was cut off by Erza."Leave Lucy! I don't want to see you again!" Lisanna was trying to protest. I saw her bruises and asked what happened. Natsu just cut me off. "You know what happened! Just confess!" He walked over to me ans smacked me. I had tears in my eye and ran out. I got a pair of scissors out and cut my wrists. 2 cuts each. The I cut my hair to my ears. I changed into my new outfit and left.

(Saturday) The day...

I got out of bed and walked to the guild. Team Natsu was already there. They just stared at me with big eyes. I ignored their stares and walked up to master's office.I saw that he was there so I gave him one last good talk and reminded him to go. I left the guild and walked out to my mothers favorite spot to hang out with me and dad. It was a beautiful place surrounded with cherry blossoms and was a waterfall. There are 2 rock piles I made there. Mom and Dad. I waited there and had my last lunch.

At the guild Normal POV

"You are all idiots. And it pains me to know that my idiots made one of my beloved do this." Matser said. Everyone looked up. The other 4 just thought and their eyes widened. Mater saw them."You should all be thankful of Levy, Happy, Mira, and Lisanna. They are the reason that she didn't do this sooner. Lucy left." Lisanna stood up and walked over to Natsu. She smacked him. Hard."You are all idiots! You didn't listen! All I said yesterday when we entered the guild that a blond attacked me! You dont understand! Why would Lucy hurt me!? It wasn't even a female! It wasn't anyone in our guild! I-I Hate You!" Lisanna said as she cried. Team Natsu processed what the white haired girl said. Then reality hit them like a boulder. "And I heard of what you did, accusing her of stealing. If you really want to know who stole it. I did. I had to show that I could keep this guild in shape. And you accused Lucy of stealing. If you have to put the blame on someone, blame me!" Everyone looked like they died."If you want her to forgive you, go to her old apartment. She told me to go there now because there is something for us." Master

~ Time skip ~

Team Natsu returned to the guild with the letters and the gifts. Natsu handed them all to Master. He handed the gifts out and read the letters. Right when He started to read, it rained.

With Lucy

It started to rain by her. She just sat there with her parents. She even made another rock pile for her. She stood on the edge of the cliff and waited. In a bit she heard footsteps behind her."Lucy!" It called. She knew right away who it was."What do you want, Natsu." She said as she turned around."I'm sooo so so so sorry. I was such an idiot. Just, don't jump. I just noticed in me that felt empty in me when you said you were going to see your mom and dad. And it is, I love you." Lucy's eyes widened. "I'm sorry, but you hurt me to much. Just make me a promise." Lucy said. Natsu nodded."Promise me to remember me like you did once. Promise me that Even if I'm gone, you will stay strong. Promise me that you will live on with your life." Natsu started tio inch in on her until he noticed that she was inching back."Yes" is all Natsu said. Lucy smiled and started to sing,

You are my sunshine.

My only sunshine.

You make me happy,

when skies are gray.

Natsu's eyes widened. He knew this song and how it went. She loves him and he ruined it.

You'll never-

And that is all Natsu heard. He never heard her say it. She was to far down for him to hear it. So he sang the rest.

know how,

how much I love you

Tears spilled out of his eyes.

Please don't take my sunshine away.

The others arrived but only saw a crying Natsu in the rain while no Lucy. They dropped to their knees.


~Time skip. 4 days~

The funeral for Lucy had just ended. Only Natsu was there. He never talked to her. just stared. But little did he know that 10 days from then something would happen.


Ok! Next part will come soon! (I hope!)