Dear Pretty Girl,

I am writing this letter, because I need to tell you something. This is really hard for me. I can't tell you in person, because I'll probably be too emotional. I can't be with you. I am SO sorry. Brooke, you are so much better than me. You deserve better. I can't be with you, knowing that I'm holding you back. I know I'm hurting you, but I never mean to. I couldn't do that. I'm just doing this for you. I care about you so much. I can't watch you be dragged down by me. I know there is someone our there, maybe in New York, or maybe somewhere else, that is much better for you than me. They will make you much happier than I ever did. You are going to make someone a very happy man.

I knew I fell in love with you from the first moment I saw you. Your brown eyes matching your gorgeous brown hair. Your smile, your curves, your everything. I can't believe I'm giving it all up, but I have to. I've had so many great memories with you. Our first date, first kiss, make up in the rain, cuddling next to the firs, in the shower, the rivercourt, our walks, and that's just the beginning. You will always be a part of me and my life. I just wish you could be the whole thing.

When you were with Chris, it hurt me. It really did. I didn't think I could ever forgive you. But when you told me you thought about me all summer and I was the one you wanted, it hit me. You forgave me when I was stupid and did what I did. After that I realized you were worth it. You are my first true love. You taught me how to love. I don't know where I'd be right now if it wasn't for you. I thank God everyday for you being in my life. I really hope you can give someone else the experience you have brought to me.

You're everything, Brooke. You really are. And I can't believe I'm giving you up. But as I said before, I have to. I really hope we get to be friends still. I couldn't imagine going through this pain of losing you again. I love you, Brooke and I always will.

I love you,

Broody

PS. Feel free to contact me, to talk, or… whatever ;)