SWEET STRAWBERRY

I'm sitting on my bed and I'm shocked! For how long I have been alive I can't say that there are many tings that can shock me. But this one does.

EARLIER

I woke up at the sound of birds cheeping. Judging by the sun it was around 9 - 10 am. I noticed I was looking at the ceiling of my bedroom. Another thing I noticed was that I had a terrible headache. I sat up on my bed and put my hands on my head in hope that the pain would fade away.

I stayed like that for a while until I noticed I was felling a little cold. When I looked down I saw that I wasn't wearing any clothes. That was weird because I would never go to sleep without any clothes on and even in the middle of October. I looked around my room and noticed some of them on the floor. But when I was about to sit up to go picked them up I noticed that someone or something was under the covers. And I stopped. I stopped and stare at whatever was under the covers.

Carefully I reached for the covers. But for what I saw under the covers I wasn't prepared for. I was expecting a dead person or a dead animal even though I didn't saw blood. Or maybe just a pillow or something. But what I saw was a boy. But not just any boy, this boy has green hear, thin body and he is a demon. Btw he is also my LITTLE BROTHER!

NOW

"Ok, I have to stay calm, nothing happened, probably we both just fell asleep on my bed….both naked….yea, that's right, nothing happened….nothing….right.…nothing.…OW MY GOD OR SATAN OR ANY OTHER BEEING! I HAVE JUST RAPED MY LITTLE BROTHER!" I screamed the last sentence. I brought my knees to my chest, hug them, laid my head on them and started thinking.

What am I going to do now? When Amaimon wakes up what will I say to him? Wait how DID this happen anyway? I don't remember! The only thing I remember is that I and Amaimon went in the kitchen to eat something and then somehow we started a drinking contest and that's all I remam-"AHH! I'M SO STUPID!" I screamed, again.

Of course the drinking contest! How could I be so stupid to start a drinking contest with my little brother? I'm so stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid! While thinking how could I be so stupid and repeatedly hitting my head on my knees a forgotten question came to me.

What am I going to tell him when he wakes up? "Good morning little brother, how did you sleep? Yesterday sure was fun getting drank and then rape you, don't you think so too?" Is THAT what I'm supposed to tell him! Arghh! What am I going to do! And this headache is not helping me either!

What will he think about me now? He will be terrified of me! I can see it now. When he wakes up and sees me he will remember all the horrible things I did to him and run away from me crying. He will go back to Gehenna to father. But father will say that he doesn't care and to get lost. So then Amaimon will feel abandoned and lonely and he will go on a walk without an end in the dangerous and dirty streets of Gehenna. Then some filthy bastards will lay their eyes on him and lure him in a dark dirty alley with some nice talk and then rape him and leave him there to die! But Amaimon in strong and won't die that easily so he will get up and go hide somewhere. However the thought that everyone thinks of him as a toy that when you are done playing with it you throw it away will break his heart and then he will commit suicide! And it's all my fault! Now that I recreated how my little brother's future /or end/ will be I restarted hitting my head on my knees even more violently.

Suddenly I felt something soft and warm touch my shoulder. I look up, turn my head and saw blue eyes looking at me.