oO-Catch Me as I Fall For You-Oo
Chapter One: Take What You See
Summery: Hakkai's been murdered and Gojyo is now morning for his lost love. Can he love again? Can he return the feelings of the poor monkey he'd never noticed before? And where is Sanzo in all thiss mess?
"HAKKAI!" Gojyo yelled.
It was too late. Hakkai was dead. Know one to save him. And Sanzo, kidnapped. So many thing were happening so fast, Gojyo and Goku barley had time to breath without something going wrong. And now this. Gojyo losing his only and first true love, and having the well unappreciated monkey, Goku to comfort him. And Goku, having no one to go to for answers. His guardian was gone. Now Goku and Sanzo weren't like Hakkai and Gojyo. They were more friends than lovers. No, Goku had his loved saved for someone whom he'd thought would never return the feelings, Gojyo.
Goku ran over to Gojyo and What was left of Hakkai. Gojyo was paranoid. Goku had never seen any face showing that much terror, pain, and tears all at once. Goku cried too, of course. But not like Gojyo did. To Gojyo, life was as good as over. But it had yet to truly begin. He had no idea for whom or what was in store for him.
"Holy shit... Gojyo, I'm so... sorry..." Goku started.
All Gojyo could do was cry. Goku held Gojyo. Gojyo didn't object. He needed it. They stayed in that battle field all night. Goku still holding Gojyo. Gojyo still crying. Both of them, speechless. They had no idea where to go or what to do. They both felt so very much like giving up. They both very much hurt too. Not only from their losses, but from the battle its self. Gojyo had a broken leg., and Goku, he had a few cracked ribs. It hurt to move. For about ten or fifteen days they lie there. Goku holding the poor kappa. They decided that it was probably best to find a town when the were buried in snow. Goku got up and patted the snow off his shirt and cloak.
"Gojyo... let's go..." Goku said holding out his hand to the heart broken kappa.
At first Gojyo didn't seem to respond. Then, took Goku's hand. Goku wrapped Gojyo's arm around his shoulder to help him walk despite his own broken ribs. They were both hungry and tired. They hadn't eaten in days. They had no way of transportation accept walking, which was very painful. They walked five or six miles before they reached the town. The Inn they stayed at was a rather shabby inn but they didn't care. The Inn was known as Blood Fortune Inn for it's bumpy, destructive past but the two worn out warriors didn't think much of it. After a quick meal, they tumbled into their room. Goku shut the door behind them and turned around to have Gojyo collapse on him. Goku felt a deep pain from the weight on his rips but didn't say anything.
"Goku... " Gojyo cried to him, "you don't know how much I need you right now and how much I really do care for you."
Goku didn't know what to say. He'd never been place in this kind of situation before. He started to cry.
"Gojyo... I love you but, I don't think you truly feel the same." Goku said.
The monkey didn't know if what he said was what he should have but it just came out. Then, before he could say anymore, Goku was pushed to the floor in a passionate kiss. Goku was filled with shock. Gojyo had just lost Hakkai. What was he doing?
"Mmnnn.. Gojyo... what are you doing?" Goku ask with utter confusing while Gojyo push them both up on the bed.
Gojyo didn't answer. He didn't need to. Goku knew what was happening. Gojyo gently undressed Goku, piece my blood stained piece. Then did the same to himself.
"G... Gojyo..." but Goku couldn't stop what was happening.
Gojyo made love to Goku that night. But it was more forceful than anything else. More like... rape. And thats not how Goku wanted it at all. He wasn't complaining. Actually it was great sex, it was just... it just felt so wrong.
The next mourning, when Goku woke up, Gojyo was crying beside him. Goku knew what Gojyo was crying about.
"I'm.... I'm sorry Goku... I.. shouldn't of.. last night. I'm sorry... " Gojyo wept.
Goku was still speechless. He held the kappa once again, although it hurt so very much. He loved Gojyo, so he would vow to take care of him, no matter what.
"I... just... " Gojyo sighed, "Thanks. "
"It's alright, Kappa. I still love you." Goku smiled, "And I know you're getting through a rough time. It's just, it's hard for me, too."
"Goku.."
"Hmmm?"
"I think I'm falling in love with you."
"Well, thats nice to know." Goku said kissing Gojyo's nose.
"See, how couldn't you fall in love with a stupid little monkey like you?"
"I'm flattered." Goku blushed.
"Good." The kappa said placing a passionated kiss on Goku's lips.
"Nnnnmmm!!!"
So the Journey of Love begins...
Hmmm. I have no Idea where this be going. Oh well. I guess it will lead me there. I hope.
-Chi
