I wonder what is next for me in life. I

finally graduated but it hasn't sunk in just yet.

I mean all of those day's in high school were fun and showed me new things about my self.

But is it really worth it all if I can't pick my self up and challenge my self.

I know that in life there are ups and downs and nobody will hold your hand anymore.

I'm not saying I need to be guided in life but it would be nice if an instruction guide came along with the package.

My friends and family all know I am capable of greatness but am I really sure for my self.

Don't get me wrong now, my life isn't in a downward spiral or anything.

But I just want to know what life has in store for me.

Some are saying to get a job, go to college or join the army.

Honestly that's nice but nobody can tell me what to do at this point.

I don't think I'm above anybody but I just don't want anyone to tell me what to do anymore.

I know this will be a hard challenge I will come across but someone has to do it.

I just hope when I come back I find my self and know what I was meant to do in this crazy world.