What is love?

People talk about it like it's something worthwhile to have, but then the next thing you know. It breaks you.

Clarissa says I could never understand emotions like love, because I have this demon blood in me. I wonder, though. I am in fact part human. Does this human part of me feel love? And if it does, who do I love? And more importantly, who could love me?

I think I love my father, but he probably feels like Jace is more of a son than me.

My mother, could I love her? She left me when I was a baby and thinks she should've killed me already.

My so called brother, I could love him. If he would stop taking my own father's love away from me.

Clarissa….. No matter what I do, I think if I love anybody I love her. She despises me though, but more than that I think she pities me. For the love she gets from everybody and the love I don't get.

What is love? Is it invisible, or is it visible? Maybe I can't see it because of my demon blood, or maybe it never existed in the first place.

If love does exist I do know one thing…... I know I'm not worthy of it.