I Wish
'Be careful of what you wish for'
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"Come Konan," he commands. I go to himand stand infont of him. He places his rough, calloused hands on me and shoves me on the bed and attacks my mouth with his own. His hands explore my body like so many times before. This was not love, nor was it lust. It was just need of release.
He is my God. And I am his Angel. I do as God commands and he lets me be me for a few more days. I wish he could be more.
I wish I could be his lover like a true couple. I wish I could spend nights under the stars with him, just laying there doing nothing. I wish I could have a family with him.
So many wishes that I will never get to have with him.
After the deed is done and he is asleep in the bed, I slip away. Away from it all.
I go to the garden. The flowers seem to dance in the moonlight and under the light drizzle of rain. They soak up the water and become stronger.
I wish I could to. I wish I could leave him. I wish I could leave them all.
I strip off my clothes. They fall lifeless to the ground. I hold my arms out around me and feel the cold water against my skin. It takes the pain away.
The pain from the bite marks he had branded me with.
It tries, but fails to take away the pain in my heart. As the cold water washes away the sweat and fluids from my body I wish I could go with it.
I wishI could be something different. Something that had no boundaries that had to be followed. I wish I could escape from what I have become with them, him most of all.
"Come Konan," his silent command from the rain that has stopped. I slide my clothes back on. Piece by wet piece.
I wish I could find it in myself to leave him. I wish I could walk away from his commands of,'Come Konan,'. I wish he would let me just enjoy the rain for a while. I wish that one day I can walk away from him, away from it all.
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Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto!!!!!!!!!!!!!! If I did Konan, Nagoto, and Yahiko would of had a happier ending!!! Who agrees?
I got sudden inspiration for this. I typed it in about 15 minutes.
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