I remember the time I never wanted to love anyone. It was when you were sleeping. I just wanted to wake you up, then I could leave for the darkness and leave you to fend for yourself, because I knew you could. But then, when you cried for me…every wall I had built against this feeling came tumbling down. They broke down like they were made of glass. Suddenly I was surrounded by this feeling, and I knew. I loved you. I loved you so much. You were my light.
I thought the word 'addicted' meant a bad thing. I thought it was associated only with sex, drugs, alcohol, fighting, et cetera. But I never thought I could be addicted to a person. I was addicted to you, When I was around you, I felt like I was surrounded by a light, a warm embrace. When we were at that dark beach, I felt it. The warmth you gave me. I felt so at peace. Then I found another thing out, you were my angel. It's strange, I promised myself I wouldn't fall for you again, I promised myself that when I saw your face fade away when the door to darkness closed. But this time, it didn't even feel like I was falling, It felt like I was floating. I was addicted to the feeling, I was addicted to your light.
Then you confessed to me. That you loved me, and again I was wrapped in that warm embrace that was your light. I accepted, and you kissed me. I completely let you in then, I cried in front of you. I was happy, crying tears of joy…you were my angel, I found my angel. Even though I cried, you didn't call me weak, or laugh. You wiped the tears with your thumb and smiled at me, that angelic smile, and I felt your light pierce through the darkest part of my heart. I felt like I was awakened. You kissed me again. And I swore I could se a halo.
No matter how many years that passed, Your halo never faded, it was still radiant, and I felt that everywhere I looked, I was surrounded by your embrace. You were my angel, my saving grace. So when we adopted a daughter I prayed with all my heart that she would have a light just as bright as yours someday.
You were everything I needed and more, You were my light, my angel, my lover, and I loved you. That was why I took the finishing blow for you at that last heartless battle, it pierced me through the chest. I fell to the ground, you were begging me to stay alive, that they would get help. You were crying, and I was thinking 'angels shouldn't cry'. I did the same thing you did to me, I shakily wiped the tears away with my thumb and smiled at you. I was surrounded by your warm embrace again. I saw your halo that day, and before I closed my eyes, I prayed with all my heart that your halo wouldn't ever fade away.
