Here it is! New story! Dont worry, ill finish up the others lol. (Im bored anyways XD)
R&R plz!
Chapter 1: On My Window Pain
You can say it started out like any other day. You can even say it ended like no other…
But it didn't…..
I was doing my usual routine of more chin ups. I didn't need them of course, but what else was there to do in my case. I found myself always in the basement of our house gripping at a one of the sturdiest steel pipe, and pulling myself up and down in the same motions. Just waiting for soreness that my body would tolerate. It was so that I was living my life.
The metal pipe creaked as I silently pulled myself up to it, and eased once more as I let my weight drop down. I never panted, never grunted, never made a sound. I would just stay in these small motions until I could find away to get my mind off her.
Yes….her….
She started to invade my thoughts so badly, I let go of the pipe quickly and fell to my feet. Was it really foolish for me to want a person this badly? Enough to make myself sick over her? Enough to make myself seek intense work out as my little "rehab" to my stupid addiction. To put this in terms I think that I understand, I frickin hate her.
I hate her for what she does to me…
As soon as she slowly disappeared from my mind again, I was now bored. I brushed my hands clean of dust and dirt, and made my way up the concrete steps. Once I reached the top however, a figure stood in the door way.
"Is that all you do Inuyasha?" Their cold voice spoke. Sesshomaru blocked the door way with the straightest face. "It's Friday night…..why the hell are you home?" I didn't need his 'concern' right now. Instead I continued walking as if he wasn't there, forcing him to slide out my way.
"Why do you care?" I asked in a minor snap. He watched as I cooled my hands from the strain at the kitchen sink quietly. It was really creepy how he stood there perfectly still. It irked me something so fierce that I turned to face him again. "Why are you so concerned with me being home!"
I didn't even have to think about this. It was obvious that Rin would come over later. Kouga was already here and I wasn't surprised if there was something that he wanted me not to see or hear. I just rolled my eyes and continued to go onto my way. I headed down the hallway to my isolated room. Perfect for me. However, whenI pushed the door open, I came to realize I was greeted by someone who I didn't want to see…..
She sat in her usual exposing outfits. Her hair was down, and she sat on my bed. The look on her face was the face of a prowling hungry lion. I, having been the stupid lamb, just stuck my head in her jaws. I was sure that she wouldn't let me do anything that would hint her leaving. I was beginning to hate leaving my window open…
"Hey Yash…" She cooed. Im guessing that was supposed to get me in the mood. I shrugged and waved a hand.
"Hey. Still climbing through my window?" She nodded and continued smiling that smile that insisted she wanted to tear my clothes off. Ignoring her, I made my way past her to close my window. Once again, like the stupid lamb, she only latched onto my waist, and drew me into my bed. I didn't even have time to process this before she was lying me down. I could only stare at the wall as she began to place kisses around my throat. This would be awkward……
"What are you doing??" My voice asked from beneath her. Kikyou stationed her hands against my stomach, and I was fighting the urge to shove her off, but that wasn't an action I would be able to use with a female. Kikyou hadn't even stopped from placing kisses down my throat.
"What does it look like…..?" She replied weakly. Like it wasn't random enough that she crawled through my window to surprise me. Having an ex girlfriend in your house left much to be desired. I could feel myself tense as she touched me, and soon she was gripping at my shirt. I would not allow this to go on any further....
"Kikyou….." I said sternly. I guess that she wasn't expecting me to be rough with her. She was startled immediately.
"What? I thought you would like this?" Her dollish face became pressed with confusion. Once again I had to bring up the most obvious of points.
"We're not together any more…..I told you that." This had set off a nerve. I could tell instantly that if I said anything like that again she wouldn't hold her tongue. Would I be cautious? No. Not in my space at all. Surprisingly, she just continued deeper kisses around my neck.
"You're enjoying this Yash" she teased pushing out my statement. "I just came to see you, that's all. You can relax." I wasn't in the mood for relaxing……With her that is. I was going to make it perfectly clear that I did not want her. I slid from underneath her body and made the straightest face I could and directed her to my door.
"I think you should leave Kikyou." She was going to put up some fight. She made an offended face and snatched her purse from off my windowsill turning to face me slightly angry.
"So your just gonna kick me out?"
"If you want to put it like that, than yes. Leave." She crossed her arms.
"You're so ungrateful! I'm just trying to help you out by letting you enjoy yourself!" Kikyou said this like it was a validated point. But I know my reasons why I didn't date her anymore. And I know she knew too.
" Climbing into my window to get in bed with me is a little extreme……"
"YOU'RE a little extreme! I swear to god! It was like if you were thinking I was someone else when I dated you!!" This struck me. Was it really that noticeable? Trying not to seem like I was affected, I simply just opened my door and called for Sesshomaru to take out that trash.
"I don't care what you say Kikyou, but I want you to go…." It was in a matter of seconds before a tall figure in punkish clothes appeared in my doorway.
"What's the problem now Inuyasha…." He spoke quietly while seeing an angry Kikyou fuming before me. Even though Sessh was approximately four months older than me (my mother was the nurse for Sesshomaru's mother), he still was my older brother and acted like one. That means that even though he stole my car, or broke two of my fingers in one day, he would still execute his duties formally.
Cause fluffy like formal…..
"There's no problem…I was just leaving." She snapped and began to stomp off like a brat to my room door. Sesshomaru lightly guided her out with a hand, but she thrusted away from him like he had burned her. In a matter of seconds, we were alone, and Seshomaru gave me the look.
I hated Sesshy's look.
"Close your window next time dumbass." He snickered. I threw a look at him back and we both oddly shared a laugh. He left my room door shaking his head and then I was alone thinking slightly of his words.
"You should probably close your window…."
My eyes drifted towards the pane of the window watching the black curtains sway on a slight breeze. I only saw the night, and nothing else. Kikyou's smell was starting to leave my room…..and as her scent left……hers came. It was almost as if I could reach my hand up and touch her.
As usual, I couldn't.
I found it so frustrating that my hand whacked the play button on my ipod, spitting out angry rock and rap in chunks of heavy proportions. I found myself sliding into my bed at the sound, and just spitting out the music and words with it. I hated these times of day…when she was all I could think about….
I don't even know what happened once I closed my eyes for sleep. The next thing I knew….I heard distance footsteps….
They started to come in little increments from the outside. The noise they made was laced heavily with tears, and I could pick up that scent. That beautiful scent. It was the scent of some island fruit that was just ripened. There was the purity of an untouched person in that scent…and I knew it couldn't be Kikyou. My heart dropped two inches into my ribcage and burned at the intense heart beat that it was beginning to pulse to. My palms moistened and I could feel my fingers stiffen.
She was here…..
From the corner of my eye, I could see one porcelain leg slide into the window pane followed by another leg. Then a slickened toned torso followed it, followed by two arms. I focused hard once I saw her face. As usual, she was rosy and gorgeously made up. Yet something was wrong….
She had cried earlier. I knew whenever she cried. It was that type of connection we had… Her sweet hibiscus scent became tainted with fake salt, and she had a certain tan color to her face. I could feel her looking at me now. Watching me.
She wasn't hesitating when she dropped her purse and made her way over to my bed where I laid. I had to control myself when her fingers wrapped around my wrist and lifted my arms to cuddle into me. Her head came to my shoulder softly, and she sighed a saddened frustrated sigh. I was burning to ask why she had come, but I had to take but a few seconds to regain control from completely squashing her lips with mine. It took a few seconds of us lying there, tangled in each others arms, before I finally spoke.
"What happened now?" I asked in a soft whisper. I could hear the thinking in her head as if she was hesitating to tell me.
"I broke up with Bankotsu…" This made me fully open my eyes now. Had she just said…..what I thought she said….? It would take everything I had not to break a smile of joy. With her rendered "dateless" I would begin to have more time with her. I gave her my own look instead of my joy smile.
"Why?" She didn't say anything, and her eyes darted to the right as she had to think again. When she shrugged, I raised my eye brows to coax her into telling me. I wasn't gonna take that. "Sure… tell me…" I could tell she wasn't in the greatest of moods for sharing, but she wanted to get this off her chest. Slightly changing the subject she began to pout and sulk, which started to slow cook my heart.
"Inuuuyyyassshhaaa…." She sing-songed. I grew slightly curious for what she had wanted. Apprently she was asking for a favor. My mind was already pulling out answers. Sure Kagome what can I do for you?...Be your everything….?...Rock your world…?
Of course my answer only came out as "what?" I was glad she couldn't hear my thoughts right now. With her little pout face, she started her begging.
"Can I have a shoulder message? Pleeeaaase?" Im guessing that she thought that she was being a pest. The only way how she was pestering me, was torturing me with having to touch her. I wanted to spit out a quick "No!" at the thought of touching her. I had no idea how I would react to her skin. I would do anything for her, but this request scared me. My mind had to fight for a unanimous decision. I made no answer, but simply put my hands on her soft shoulders and started to press and lift the tissues of her tense muscles. She gave me a little more ease once I felt the locked muscles loosen with comfort. I continued with this shoulder lifting pattern until I had to ask her if she was finally going to tell me. Her response was by asking sheepishly if I would kill him. That obviously meant something that I didn't want to hear.
"I can't promise that…" I explained to her.
"Can you try?"
"Fine." I was finally rewarded by Kagome's story. Bankotsu met up with friends at a college senior party. He took them out for a drive and he tried to….tried to….-
I couldn't even say the word. It angered me so much that I could feel my fingers squeezing at her muscles a little too hard.
"You can stop with my shoulders now if you want-"
"No," I snapped a little harshly. I was enjoying her soft skin on my hands. "You look like you're going to need this…" Kagome stayed silently a little more and I had to sit there with her as I was struggling to get Bankotsu out of my head. He had sent so much anger to me I couldn't take it. I left the bed leaving her startled, and stared out into the night from the window. "What did I tell you about dating him!," I blurted out. "He's a fake!"
Almost a few seconds later Kagome sniffled.
"I-I, I don't know….I don't even know Yash…" She said in a watery tone. What have I done! I watched as Kagome slid into my bed trying to cover her tears. As she did this, my heart was drowning. I took a deep breath trying not to get that salt scent into my nose. If I had made her cry, I would never forgive myself. My body started moving to the bed where she sobbed and I gently pulled her into my arms groaning.
"Oh come on Kagome! Please don't cry…" I hugged her closer to my body and anticipated the slowing sobs. I realized I had been touching her alittle to late. I laid my cheek against hers, and began scolding myself for doing so. If I made one wrong move like Bankotsu did, I don't know how she would react (I do my best trying not to think about that).
"I just can't stop thinking about it!" She sobbed in a calmer tone. I couldn't agree more, but I wanted more than anything for her to just stop crying. I buried my face into her neck and could feel her warm skin against my eye sockets.
"Ugh…stop…" I cracked a grin, causing her to break out a tiny giggle.
"Ugh…I can't…" She joked back. We shared a golden laugh together, that it only lasted a few seconds. Kouga burst into the room with enthusiasm.
"KAGOME'S HERE!" He cheered. It was always like the wolf to interrupt out moments. I was so mad at him that I glared at him (as if that would do anything useful). He squashed her into spine crushing hug and ruffled her hair like a kid sister. "What's up Sport!"
Was it not obvious based on her tears that something was obviously wrong.
"Its horrible-" She began. She didn't get to finish before he already started to get on her case.
"What! Who is it! What did they do! Who! I'll crack those ribs for ya!" He declared. I moved against the wall and shook my head with pity for him. I wanted alone time with Kagome, and of course he was messing that up.
"I'll handle this wolf." I sneered. "We were having a heart to heart before you came in here…" He gave me a look in which I mirrored back at him. I didn't sense his defeat. He was only leaving out of lost of interest.
"Hmmm…well…okay…I guess." He frowned. I watched as he waved one more time to Kagome and left swiftly to finish watching the game. With that, a new idea popped into my head as I moved to the closet door.
Maybe Kagome and I can spend one night together. Just one night of her and me doing nothing but enjoying each othe's company. Why haven't I thought of this before?! This was the perfect idea of how to finally get closer to Kagome…
"Come on you," I began with a smirk while digging through hangers of my closet. "We're getting out of here!" Like any girl would, she panicked.
"But Inuyasha!" She weakly protested. "I look awful just look at me!" I was switching T-shirts ignoring her. Awful? That was the most ridiculous crap I heard ever. There was no way on this planet that you could put the worlds Kagome and awful together and make some type of sense. It just wouldn't happen.
I had just finished putting on my new T-shirt when a pillow was whipped at me from across the room. I caught the flying bed gear to see Kagome giving me a playful smirk.
"God Inuyasha, stop shoving sex down my throat…" Im guessing that her seeing me topless was "hot". It wasn't my fault that my abs had protruded through my skin. She was the one that made me work out. It was my way of trying to zap her out of my head. I smirked at her teasingly and lifted the bottom of my shirt to show off the grooves in my skin.
"Why?" I joked flirtatiously. "Like what you see?" I knew that I was right, but Kagome had some type of pride in her that didn't let me see this.
"Shut up and take me somewhere." She commanded with a giggle. I was more than able to do this.
"So it's a date?"
"It's a date."
That gave me a score in my heart. With our new plan, Kagome smiled at me and we climbed through the window. Arm in arm, I lead her to the garage to the new car in the family. It was our restored firebird with a new paint job. We had decked it out in new chrome tires and gave the sting ray yellow a mystical touch by adding our family crest on it. It was our third baby (I'm the youngest).
Kagome was proud as ever.
"I-Inuyasha…that car is COOL!" Her voice was excited, which made me extremely proud to have spent my entire weekends on this one car.
"Yep," I grinned. "It was a gift from my dad."
"For what?"
"I had to help him with the whole thing. It wasn't easy." My head flipped back to te images of me buffing and removing paint. I shuddered from the thought of it. In a second, we got inside, and I started off. It would be a great night for us. Just me and the girl who stole my heart…..
