Trust me..

Alex POV

Nearly a week has pased since we got back from the Caribean. Everything seemed fine at first, Mom and I talked more, Dad relaxed and let us have our fun, Max was… well he was just Max, and Justin and I had never been so close.

I liked spending time with him, we had fun, shared secrets, still teased eachother constantly…

Yes, everything seemed perfect, that was until realization hit me. Hard. I started blushing around him, giggling, similing, and staring at him for waaay to long. Sleep became a distant memory, once I admitted to myself I had fallen in love with my brother. I felt sick, dirty and hated myself so deeply. But what could I do? His beautiful eyes , His silki black hair, His soft lips. Whoa ¡ So not going there…

We got back from vacacion and I felt like throwing up every time I was near him. Because I couldn't stop the heat from taking over me. I couldn´t stop looking at him, wanting to hold him, kiss him… Yep im so going straight to hell.

I started ignoring him, trying to get things back to normal, but I couldn't , it was too much. So I hid from him. Till he lost his temper and confronted me about it.

Mom and Dad had taken Max to get a haircut. And I was left alone with Him.

I ran towards my room to evade his sad gaze. I knew I was hurting him, but I couldn't face him. I couldn't tell him. He´d hate me. And that I couldn't deal with.

But when I enterd my room he was there. His grey eyes tore through me.

As I intended to leave he grabed me.

Alex, what have I done? Please- He whispered.

It was then when I actually looked at him. He had bags In his eyes , his hair was messed up and he looked like he was about to crumble.

I literally felt my heart break.

Justin… I… its not you… i-its… im- I could barely speak.

Please, I´ll do anything- he whispered, his voice breaking.

Strike one.

I need you back- he said embracing me.

Strike two

I love you- he whispered .

Strike Three. I broke down.

NO¡- I yelled as I collapsed onto the floor- DON'T SAY THAT¡ I DON'T DESEARVE IT DAMMIT¡

Justin dropped next to me as I just held on to him and cried.

Alex,I don't understand – He said with a terrifyingly soft voice- Trust me…

Im sick, if you knew, I-I… - she could barely register what was happening as she spoke the words that tormented her- I love you. Too much.

Justin looked at her in confusion.

What? Alex I love you too, there is nothing wrong with that.- he said playfully.

But she didn't seem to calm down. And then it hit him.

Sick .Wrong .Love.

His eyes opened wide.

Alex- he whispered breathlessly.

Don't leave me – she begged, sobbing uncontrollably, she had taken that off the chest, but with what price? – I…

She got cut off by his lips slamming onto hers. The sort feeling ran through her body as her pulled her closer to him, enveloping her waist with one hand and running the other down her hair. His tender lips moved slowly against hers, perfectly adjusting to one another. He lightly picked her up and laid her on her bed. Trailing hungry kisses down her neck.

Justin..- she moaned – since when..?

Since I can remember, I just never thought, I just never thought you could ever..- He said as her looked into her eyes , filled with held back love.

He held onto her inhaling her scent.

I love you- he whispered.

I love you more, geek- she whispered playfully.w¡

Yep, she was going straight to hell, but well as he trailed kisses in the crock of the neck she decided she couldn't care less.

Well this is mi first story :P should I continue? Please rate and revie