I forced myself to get up, as I heard the kettle scream. I was looking at the dark colour spreading from the teabag into the water with a blank mind. It's been three months since Stefan was gone. The pain was still there; killing me from inside, but it was slowly going away. Somehow I felt that Damon being around helped. Although he did act like an ass, there was something about him that eased the ache. I kept on wanting him to appear suddenly, like he did sometimes, but I would never admit it of course.
School didn't help at all. It just reminded me of him, Stefan, but all I wanted now is just to forget him. I considered now and then asking Damon just to wipe out my memory of Stefan, but Damon is certainly not the one to trust.
That night I fell asleep after 3 hours of looking at my window. I don't understand why I had a hope that someone would come in through it. Why would Stefan come after 3 months? He's probably better-off with Katherine. Stefan shattered my life into pieces, so did Katherine destroy Damon's, even though he wouldn't admit it.
The next day at school was just like any other. Painful. Seeing all the places which once reminded of the wonderful things we went through with Stefan, brought heart crushing pain now.
Later that day I got a text from Jenna that she's got to go away for two days. Jeremy was gone for a week now. Well, I guess that would mean I could suffer alone. So, when the evening came, I found myself not knowing what to do. No Jenna meant no family bonding activities. My boredom let me know about my sleep deprivation, but somehow my bed seemed so uninviting. Since I had nothing better to do, I went to brush my teeth before bed. Just as I was reaching for the handle, someone stopped me, which also nearly made my heart stop. A cold hand was holding mine. I didn't need to turn around to know who this was. I felt his breath on my neck. He lowered his head to ear and whispered:
"What they did, isn't fair for neither of us"
I didn't manage to say word.
"Elena, I know how much it affected you" He paused again.
I was still silent.
"I'm here to offer you my love. No hidden catch. No strings attached. Let's share free love; you can't hide from it because of him. Let it be revenge."
I cold wave went through me. I had no idea what to say or what to do. I slowly turned around and looked into his breathtaking eyes. I felt like he compelled me even though I knew he couldn't. I could see he was serious and completely honest. I very slowly nodded. He pushed me slowly to the wall and lowered his lips to mine. As we were kissing very slowly, I felt the tight rope around my heart let go slowly. I felt his cool hands run over my back. He was doing everything very slowly as if he could break me with a harder move, which he could.
He lowered his hands to my thighs and lifted them. I wrapped my legs around him. He carried me to the bed, his lips never leaving mine. Now he was on top of me, my legs were still wrapped around him. I clumsily took off his leather jacket. He moved down a bit and started kissing my neck. As he moved further down he pulled up my tank top and kissed the spot between my breasts, I arched up. I reached for his t-shirt and pulled it over his head. Now there was nothing between us. I could feel his hard body against mine. His lips met mine again. This time I felt his tongue brush over my lips. Everything was going very slowly. He moved down again, his fingers slowly going under the hem of my panties, his eyes never leaving mine. Looking into my eyes, he slipped them off my legs. I sat up and slowly undid his belt, unzipped his pants and he took them off rapidly.
He pushed me back down, and started laying kisses on my legs, hips, belly, breasts and neck until he reached my lips again. I felt him smile against my lips and this made me smile too. For the first time in months, I was happy.
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