When one is ready to tell someone that they love them it is hard to accept the rejection. A brief interlude into Annie's heart.

Disclaimer: I do not own Covert Affairs in anyway if I did I would be married to Auggie.

August "Auggie" Anderson I am in love with you. There I said or well wrote in this case. I know you probably do not feel the same and I can hold it against as I was too late and you probably never saw me that way. Yet I wanted you to see how I felt and why. I opened my eyes to all because I knew you would catch me if I fall but now I see that you were the one to push me. I wondered how you could not see what was in front of you was everything that we shared so little. Just friends were all you saw but I felt more than that. I was blind mentally and even emotionally but now that I have seen what is in front of me you had another. I guess we are not meant to be but surely you had some feelings for me. Some way of seeing into my heart and knowing that you were exactly what I was looking for. I saw you as the man that I did not have to hide my life from and the best friend who knew me from the inside out. Well I thought you knew that way but if you could not have seen my emotions for everything has been for naught because I do not see us being as close as we are now and I mend my broken heart and move on. I am broken and try so hard to hide the tears that want to fall every time that I am in your presence. I am trying to be strong but it hard knows that I never stood a chance really. The relationship that you were in took me by surprise because in that moment I know I could not even compete and that she whoever she is already has your heart. Sure everything was not white and black for us but then that is what would have made us perfect. I guess this was in my eyes at least. In end know that I am always going to love you my friend and I wish you the best because you are special my love even when the best is not me. Goodbye my friend as this is my feelings to you.

Love Always

Annie Walker