This is just a one-shot.

This story just helped me vent my feelings, these are real events from just a few months ago.

This was for the first fathers day without a father, a fathers day where I felt like I was alone.

I just want you guys to take a second a say thank you to your father, or mother.

To say thanks you to your military, for giving their lives to give us freedom.

You never know what you have until its gone.

This is for you dad. Thank you, I miss you, RIP J.B.C


Just another day, another day with him far away doing god knows what.

Just another day where I have to worry if he's coming home alive or in a box.

Just another day that breaks my heart even more.

I don't let anyone see that im falling apart inside, but it's getting harder, harder to not let others see my tears.

I don't know the right way to tell anyone that im getting closer, so much closer to crossing the line. The line between losing my sanity without you and taking my own life.

Daddy, I just miss you so much. I know im 17, and I should be use to you being gone by now, but when you left this time I just had a feeling that you weren't going to be coming back to me alive.

I knew that feeling was right when they showed up.

When the principle pulled me out of class with a torn look on his face, I just knew. But I didn't let these thoughts get the best of me till I knew it was absolutely true. I wasn't going to break down until I knew for sure.

And know for sure I did, walking out of the door and seeing your fellow soldiers in there uniforms, with there hands clasped together in front of them.

When one stepped forward and said, 'Miss Swan I am sorry to inform you that General Swan was killed in the line of duty. He was a good man and a good soldier. We give you our condolences and we are very sorry for your loss. Your father will be greatly missed.' I couldn't hold it in.

Of course god was on my side at the time and decided to let the bell ring. So with students filing into the hall way, I was sitting up against the wall balling my eyes out, surrounded by my principle and your fellow soldiers.

I couldn't stand the looks of pity but I just couldn't move. All I could see was you. Your face in the fire light when we went camping.

I just don't know what im going to do without you daddy. I don't know.

When I was finally escorted out of the school and driven home I decided I knew what I was going to do.

I can't live without you, you were the only person I had left. Daddy, im going to cross this line for you. Im going to break my walls, and fall with you daddy.

I wonder what you will say when you see me again, when you see me soon.

Will you say I was stupid, will you tell me you were waiting for me daddy.

I guess we will see soon daddy. Im coming home.

These were the last thoughts of my life, I crossed the line, slowly. Slitting my wrists and slowly drifting away to be with you again daddy. Together forever.


I hope you guys liked this, I will do more one-shots if you guys want.

I just did this one for my father.

This story was based on what truly happened. Based on my true feelings, all but attempted suicide.

Suicide is not to be taken lightly, if someone you know has talked about it please tell an adult. You can prevent it.

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