Hi, I'm Shiva. Still remember me? I'm Loki's twin sister. I live in Nelfheim, the land of the dead.
One year ago, I went to Asgard. Odin's birthday party. Well, I ever told you about my lost twin brother, right? I found him in Asgard, and what a coincidence his become Odin second son, younger brother from Thor the thunder-god.
I'm very happy, that at last I can meet him. Well, he supposed to visit me in my realm. I'm waited him and Thor for days, but no one came. Well, someday my Papa brought me a very bad news, horrible news.
Papa told me that Odin gave him news about Loki. Loki did something really terrible, he tried to kill entire race of Jotun. Why? Yeah, Loki knew about his origin and he couldn't accept the fact. he hated himself as Jotun, because in entire his life he always know that Jotun is a monster, Frost Giant, a horrible monster. So he tried to erase his past.
Well, that's not nice I think. You can't kill entire race, it's genocide. So wrong. But in the end, he succeed to kill our biological father, Laufey (Yeah what a wonderful brother). Well, actually I didn't care about Laufey, he tried to kill his own twin children. I think somehow he got his karma.
But, I really don't want Loki to kill somebody. Now, he killed so many lives. Damn you Odin, this is your truly fault.
But what made my heartbreaking not this news, but...papa said that Loki's dead (sob*). No, how can it happen? I already found my twin, now I lost him again forever. I mourned and cried for days,weeks, months, until this day.
Oh Loki, now I feel half of my heart gone too. If I know I lost you like this, I'll give you permission to have me that day (TEEETTT Wrong, no, no, that's not good). What I will do now? I'm so stupid.
If I just knew Asgard's coördinate, I could see you with my magical telescope, so I can monitor your stupid behavior. Now, it's already too late. You gone, I'm alone again. Huhuhuhu I'm crying so hard.
*Knock knock
Belias: "Shiva my little angel, are you sleeping?"
Me: "No, Papa"
Belias: "Are you crying again? Poor child" (papa hugging me and patting my head)
Me: "I'll always like this for the rest of my life" (lebais)
Belias: "Come on, wipe your tears. You know what, someone visiting you. Papa bet you will happy to see him" (Huh, Who? Loki?)
Me: "Who's come for me, papa?"
Belias: "You must see by yourself. Come on. Don't cry anymore, okay" (My papa always kind and gentle to me)
I wonder why Loki getting so mad with Odin, I think Odin always treat him just like his own son. Actually, is not too bad become a half Jotun, I can do some ice magics, really cool.
In the end of his life, did Loki know that he has a twin sibling? And if he know that's me, will he be more hurt? I mean, well he tried to mount his own twin sister.
Belias: "Are you ready to come out?"
Me: "Just a minute, I need to wash my face. I'll see you soon, papa"
Belias: "Okay, don't let him waiting for you too long" (Him?)
Hem, who is him?
