Preface
"NO!" I screamed, through tears which fell rapidly down my cheeks,"Why would you leave me?! Why did you leave?!" I was doing it again. I was having another breakdown. I was imagining all of this.
"Leigh. Leigh, calm down! Leigh, I'm here now. Shh. I'm here," His voice soothed me and he pulled me to him instantly.
"No! You're not here! No! No!" I couldn't stop screaming. When I felt myself against his chest, I waited for a moment before thrashing and pounding my fists into his chest. It did no good. It wouldn't harm him. I continued thrashing and pounding, though he made no move to leave. He made no move to do anything but securely hold me against his chest.
That was when I broke. I just collapsed, my legs falling beneath me and I felt his arms around me.
The sobs started again.
