My whole life it's been Jacob. Me and him. No one else. Just us. He never left me alone when I needed him. If I was crying he would stay with me until I fell asleep, just running his fingers through my hair and holding me. If I was confused about something I couldn't tell my family...he was there. Ready to listen. He never judged me but always made sure I was safe. Sometimes he would tell me about his life and I would comfort him. He's always been a brother type figure to me...Well at least he thinks so. I've always been in love with him. Even when I was little. But I never told anyone.
Now things are different. I feel more attached to him than ever. When he's around I get nervous and butterflys rampage in my stomach, leaving me breathless. I can't help myself. It just happens. When we're apart, I just feel sadened in a way. This tugging feeling in my body tells me to go back to him. I don't know if he's ever felt it too, but I think we're getting closer. Even if he doesn't show it.
I know about the imprinting. I know that we are soul mates. I found this out one day when I visiting Emily. I over heard them talking. "How much longer do you think it's gonna take, Sam? I'm routing for him ya know?" Sam replied to her with "Not that much longer. Have you seen how he's been looking at her lately. He's her imprint. It won't take long if she has feelings for him." It was obvious from that day forwad I was having these feelings for a reason.
But for now we're just this. Friends. I can't seem to get him to show any affection towards me.
WHen we're together all I want is for him to wrap his arms around me and kiss me. I want to know that he is mine and that he isn't going anywhere. But he won't budge.
But tomorrow I will make it happen. At the bonfire. Maybe Jake will have a change of heart. Maybe he can love me.
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