Tears like glass

Precious, porcelain face

See you so broken and scared
My heart is heavy seeing you so weak

Fragile

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The one pivotal moment, when everything was supposed to be fine & it was normal,because you are strong and have strength, whence forth you looked unlike I had ever seen you. To witness that, the complete raw emotion - pain and suffering and shock - taking shape in the becomingly glazed eyes, emitting a small string of tears gliding like glass over that beautiful, porcelain face that had hidden your grievances for so long. This was it. The moment in which your entire future is decided, by something beyond your control. And even in this moment, you do not lose your beauty and brilliance. Though my heart lies heavy in my chest from seeing you so completely broken and weak and scared, you let only a single tear by those strongly guarded floodgates. You stay motionless, speechless, because this is not how your life was supposed to go. And in the moment when you hear those life changing words, you make a decision. You will tell no one, and no one will ever know, because you will show weakness or how broken you are. You have never let your suffering show in the past, and you won't start now. You will beat this. Determination has always led to your success, and it won't stop now.