Dear Cole ,

I'm not really sure how to explain it...Its like somethings pushing me at you but then I turn away and try to fight it...fight it so hard it hurts me...Love is my weakness you see...and I see you and I become weak...Its like all my surroundings desolve and I'm left standing there in this loud noisy white room with no way out and I'm trapped...I'm turning away from you because of my destony...I'm not spose to love my enimies I'm spose to hate them...spose to kill them but it backfires...thinking back on the Angel thing then Spike...i'ts just...i'ts like I'm cursed or something..Ever since you broke into my house and tried to kill me I've looked at you strangely..I guess...it means that I have feelings for you? I'm not sure..I've kept it inside for a long while..but the reason I run from you..is because I'm banished from every love that I hold..and it always goes the same...I fall in love..the guy goes evil..it's like part of my destiny I guess..

Buffy

Slayer,

That was really deep..and..not what I was expecting..I can understand where you come from saying you're banished from love..being half demon I'm partly in the same position but since I've met you I've been different..like..my whole world is changing before my eyes and it's finally falling into place. Nothing like this has ever happened to me before..I guess I care about you in some wierd way shape and form..Demon and Slayer..Kind of Poetic eh? Speaking of poetry , what you wrote me had a poetic vibe to it..I enjoyed that..Don't be scared of love Slayer..embrace it and keep it as yours like it's something you'll never have again...as bad as that sounds...and about your destiny..Love isnt effected by it..Love is effected by you and only you.

Cole