MBA A/N:

Hello everyone! As a reward for my comeback and for a brand new start, I decided to post this another malec fanfic of mine! Before we officially start the story, as usual I have to leave some author's foreword on what you will expect on this story.

This story will also be rated M like ITDD but for an entirely different reason. This story is full of AGONY and PAIN and will tackle very sensitive topics like trauma, PTSD, self-harm and among other various things I can't tell yet. You will know why this story is too painful eventually. I cannot tell yet since it will spoil the whole story. So if you are just looking for a cliche, malec fluffy moments, I recommend you not to read this one. One thing I can assure on this story is that it will be a really painful one and I don't want you cursing me and be frustrated with me that there were hardly fluffy malec moments in this story. I am not saying it won't have a fluffy moments, of course it will. But it will be on the later part, I guess. I will break your heart first over and over again before you will get what you want *evil laugh*. 70% of the story covered the theme agony/pain. But I promise in the end it will be worth it :) I planned this story to be a very painful yet beautiful one. And hopefully I will succeed haha! There will also be shadowhunter theme in this story but it is very minimal compared to ITDD. This is an AU/AH story.

Don't forget to follow my social accounts as I will be posting teasers, spoilers and probably update schedule with my stories(links on my profile). I have no definite time frame but I will do alternate updates with this and ITDD story.

Anyway, I hope that's all? So, are you ready to break your heart? Let the show begin!

Lovelots,

Daime Guiral