My beautiful little girl

My gem.

My Amber

You know by the time you are reading this that I have passed the gates to paradise but I need to tell you a few things and I want you to remember them.

So first of:

-You are my little twin! And mommy loves you more than words can tell.

Second:

-You are a princess. The title comes with great responsibility but I know you can handle anything that comes your way.

Third:

-Be gentle, be kind and don't let the grief consume and control you. You know in your heart and soul that I will never really leave you, or James, or you father. Think of me and I'll be there, right beside you.

Forth:

-Try your best in accepting change. I don't wish for your father to be alone for the rest of his life so then the time comes (if it does) that a new women is introduced to you and your brother, welcome her the best you can.

Fifth:

-Welcome new siblings! I know you have the perfect traits to be a big sister!

So instead of building up your walls, plant a gate so you have the possibility to welcome new people in to your life. I know this is not going to be easy for you

sweetheart so all i am asking is for you to try. Try to remember these things and do your best. I know you will grow into a beautiful and smart young lady and

remember that mommy is and always will be so proud of you!

I love you, my little twin.

Mommy