(A.N.) First Chuck story. I hope you like it, and please review. I don't own.
She's not perfect.
Nobody is.
Even Hannah Montana knows that.
She's been messing up lately. Bad.
If you'd pay attention when they're off on a mission, you'd notice how off she really is.
If you saw her at all during the day, you would see how different the wardrobe she chooses really is.
You'd see that her make-up has grown darker, and that she attempts to hide it by wearing brightly colored blouses.
You would be able to tell that her face has tear streaks, and also realize how good she has gotten over the years at covering it all up with foundation.
She hopes they don't notice.
And so they don't.
They don't notice her sadness, her depression; despair.
They don't notice how badly she messes things up.
Because they know that nobody's perfect.
And the one person she wishes so badly would just look at her in that special way, to notice her pain, doesn't even care.
And that's what kills her inside the most.
He watches her.
Even when he's trying to pay attention to the orders given to him, he watches her.
When he's passing the turkey to Morgan on Thanksgiving, he watches her.
When he tweaks minor problems, or reconnects wires in a hard-drive, he pictures her in his mind.
He sees her, he looks at her darkened eyes, her brightened blouses.
He can tell that she cries; they've know each other for far too long.
He notices.
He cares. Sometimes too much.
And he knows, that nobody is perfect.
He wishes.
Wishes that there was something he could do.
But he knows.
Knows what would happen if they allowed themselves to love each other.
It's happened before.
It's why they barely talk to each other.
Why they can only spare themselves a quick glance, a small smile, or think of how each of their lives should have gone.
It's why his sister's son's middle name is Casey, and why he owes it to himself to visit the cemetery on every national holiday.
Because he knows, the two of them together could only form one thing.
.A Beautiful Disaster.
(A.N.) So If you didn't catch what happened, it was implied that because of the Chuck/Sarah feelings, Casey was killed.
Just wanted to clear that up for anybody that was confused. Remember to review please. :)
