Only if You Knew
Pairing: RaitoxMatsuda
Chapter 1: I Think I Hear My Heart Pounding
Oneshot (literally. You'll see.)
Story (c) Rawr -pounce-
Death Note (c) Tsugumi Ohba
Only if you knew, Yagami Raito. Only if you knew my feelings for you. Matsuda smacked his forehead. "What am I thinking? He'd never go for something like me. I'm just some wimpy, love-struck fool. And I'm at least eight years older than him..." he sighed. "But I still love you..."
"What was that, Matsuda-san? Did you say something?" Raito walked over to him from the door. Matsuda's face turned all red. "No, no, Raito-kun. Nothing at all!" he scratched the back of his head. "Really? I thought you said...something..." Raito looked a little depressed.
Oh, Matsuda-san...
By the time Matsuda and Raito started talking to each other again, Ryuzaki and the rest of the team were headed out to dinner.
"Sure you guys don't want to come?" Ryuzaki asked. Both nodded. "It's fine, Ryuzaki. I had a big lunch with Misa-san." Raito replied.
"You went on a date with Misa?" Matsuda asked with a dumbfounded look on his face. "It wasn't a date... she just kinda dragged me along with her, that's all." Matsuda let out a breath he didn't know he was holding. "Oh." he breathed.
"Whatever, guys. Have fun." and with that, they left.
I feel so uncomfertable being here alone with Raito-kun...
Being here alone with Matsuda is making me uncomfertable.
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The police burst through the door.
They held him at gunpoint.
He was scared, no, petrified.
What had he done wrong?
There Ryuzaki stood, towering over him.
"We know what you've done, Yagami-kun. We know you're Kira."
They tied him down, then handcuffed him.
He had gone insane, so they thought it'd be best to just... 'get rid of him'.
One shot.
That's all it took.
BAM. He was dead.
Matsuda still cries himself to sleep.
He blocks everyone out.
He trusts no one.
Not even himself...
