Eventually

I can't believe she's gone. Talking to Andrew about the girl I loved. I will never see her again. Why can't we just go back a few years when Glory was just coming to town and we lieved with each other? No demons, no fighting,no jealousily, no deaths. Or maybe just the other night when I made the promise...

She laid untop of me. Though we were laying on the floor it felt nice. Her perfect body on mine. It had been only a couple days sinc we promised never again but this time it was diffrent. It felt like the last time before our wedding.

"Anya?" I said still panting for breath. I stroked her hair.

"Yeah." She said she sat up a little bit.

" I made a mistake." I said flat out without hesation.

She looked at me in the eyes. Her smile droped. It look like she didn't what I was talking about.

" Oh." she said. She started to get off me. I pulled her back down.

" No, not about tonight. But more than a year ago."

"I thought you said when you where talking to Andrew that you didn't make a mistake..." She said her voice faded out.

" I know. I've been thinking about it latley."

"Since when it hasn't been long since our talk." she said quitely.

"Well when I got my squished out of my socket I had a vision. I don't rember but I rember what it felt like...It was like it was before with no demons, no fighting, no jealously, no deaths just us happy. I felt this strong love connection that I had for you. But..." I didn't no where to start after that.

She leaned in and kisses me. " So i guess that the break up sex didn't effect you much?"

I shook my head the best i could on the ground.

"I love you to still. But that won't change what you did to me."

"I know."

"Can you promise me something?"

" Anything." I said to her.

"Once this is over you will marry me. If you love me."

"Yes. I will." We kissed some more.

I know had the hole in my heart starting to heal back up. All I had to do is seal it with her.

I walked over to where everyone else was. I made a promise that I broke. I just can't believe shes gone. I wish I could go back. Eventually I will. Eventually...