AN: hey this is my LotR fanfic and I hope u like it!
Disclaimer: anything that deals with LotR.. of course does NOT belong to me.
Prologue
My name is Sakura. I'm 16 years old and am a junior struggling in high school. My life isn't prefect and I know it isn't a horrible life..but yet.. sometimes it's just so hard to live. I'm your typical teenager.. and this is my life..
I live with my mom, dad, and I have one brother. My brother technically doesn't live at home anymore because he lives in a dorm at college. I rarely talk to him or see him that much anymore. When he does come one, which is just about once a month or maybe even less, we tend not to get along too well because he just always seems to be pissed at one thing or another and he takes his anger out on me. My parents.. we don't seem to get along as we use to, we always seem to be mad at each other. My mom she's always at work.. and it seems like whenever I see her I get in an argument with her. we just don't get along too well. It's usually just me and my dad. Sometimes we get along just fine but then other times we don't.. I mean we both have short tempers and he gets mad sometime for no reason at all..
Then I have my friends sure if you see me at school you would probably thing I had many friends, but then again most of them are just acquaintances. I really only consider 5 people to truly be my friends: Alena, Annie, Beth, Kevin, and Daniel. I can usually tell one of them my secrets and my dreams, but there are just something I can't trust anyone enough to tell.. and I feel like such a bad person sometimes when I can't tell my friends things.. but I just don't trust easily..
I'm not really into this all love crap that the whole world is into or at least I say and think I'm not. I mean everyday in school and everywhere else everything is always about boyfriends and girlfriends and finding that person you want to spend the rest of your life with. I mean I always say I don't want a boyfriend and that I wanna just stay a kid ((even though I know I'm not one anymore)) but then again I know that deep down inside of me I wanna to be in love with someone. I wanna have that one person I can tell everything to. I wanna have someone hold me in their arms and tell me everything's gonna be alright. I wanna have someone to laugh with. I want someone I can spend my life with..
My name is Sakura.. and this is my life..
Yay I'm done with the prologue its pretty short and I'm sorrie bout that but I tend not to write too much. I'm still not sure what I'm gonna title this fic any suggestions? And also if no one reviews I'm not going to keep going with this fic. One last thing is that school is going to be starting up soon so even then I might not be updating that much but I'll try! I had this idea in my head but wasn't sure if I should write it because I seem to always get writers block! See ya~!
Disclaimer: anything that deals with LotR.. of course does NOT belong to me.
Prologue
My name is Sakura. I'm 16 years old and am a junior struggling in high school. My life isn't prefect and I know it isn't a horrible life..but yet.. sometimes it's just so hard to live. I'm your typical teenager.. and this is my life..
I live with my mom, dad, and I have one brother. My brother technically doesn't live at home anymore because he lives in a dorm at college. I rarely talk to him or see him that much anymore. When he does come one, which is just about once a month or maybe even less, we tend not to get along too well because he just always seems to be pissed at one thing or another and he takes his anger out on me. My parents.. we don't seem to get along as we use to, we always seem to be mad at each other. My mom she's always at work.. and it seems like whenever I see her I get in an argument with her. we just don't get along too well. It's usually just me and my dad. Sometimes we get along just fine but then other times we don't.. I mean we both have short tempers and he gets mad sometime for no reason at all..
Then I have my friends sure if you see me at school you would probably thing I had many friends, but then again most of them are just acquaintances. I really only consider 5 people to truly be my friends: Alena, Annie, Beth, Kevin, and Daniel. I can usually tell one of them my secrets and my dreams, but there are just something I can't trust anyone enough to tell.. and I feel like such a bad person sometimes when I can't tell my friends things.. but I just don't trust easily..
I'm not really into this all love crap that the whole world is into or at least I say and think I'm not. I mean everyday in school and everywhere else everything is always about boyfriends and girlfriends and finding that person you want to spend the rest of your life with. I mean I always say I don't want a boyfriend and that I wanna just stay a kid ((even though I know I'm not one anymore)) but then again I know that deep down inside of me I wanna to be in love with someone. I wanna have that one person I can tell everything to. I wanna have someone hold me in their arms and tell me everything's gonna be alright. I wanna have someone to laugh with. I want someone I can spend my life with..
My name is Sakura.. and this is my life..
Yay I'm done with the prologue its pretty short and I'm sorrie bout that but I tend not to write too much. I'm still not sure what I'm gonna title this fic any suggestions? And also if no one reviews I'm not going to keep going with this fic. One last thing is that school is going to be starting up soon so even then I might not be updating that much but I'll try! I had this idea in my head but wasn't sure if I should write it because I seem to always get writers block! See ya~!
