You'll never get to Heaven

Once upon a time you were a different person; young, full of dreams and hopes like everyone else. Now, you are only a fighter; you fight for what you believe, for what you support- but you've been fighting for so long that you forgot how to do everything else.

Truth is you are just another scarred person, but that isn't big news. Everyone is scarred these days; physically but mostly, emotionally. You all carry something, an open wound on your souls and hearts; a wound which is to close one day but will never go away; it will leave a mark; a scar.

Narcissa will never stop staying up at night, worrying about her family. Andromeda will never be able to trust anyone again. Draco will never stop being afraid. Teddy, your sister's grandson, will never have a normal family. Harry Potter will never get over the dreadful assignment he was given. And even if he does, he will never forgive himself for the lives which were lost because of him.

They all know very well that whatever happens, no matter how this ends, these scars, these wounds will stay forever.

And you? What about you, Bellatrix? It would be safe to say that you are the most scarred of them all; you will never love simply because you never learned what love is; you will never be ordinary- you've seen too many crazy people and you've been called paranoid so many times that there's no going back now. You will never forget, you will never be saved because you've seen and done so many things which make your scars millions.

That's what you've become. Some say, you have no one to blame but yourself. But was there a choice? And if there was, was it shown to you? What could you do when everything around you is on fire?

Once upon a time, this was a different world. That's why no one will ever understand.


Prompt: scars

Written for Aiiimy who took the third place in the Don't Get Too Friendly Competition:) Congratulations, once again, dear- I really hope this one meets your expectations.

Beta read by xakemii- thank you so much;)