First fanfiction! I decided to do a oneshot. Hope you all enjoy it! This is in Cole's POV.

Marriage, bonding two people's lives forever.

Jay and Nya are married now. I'm happy for them, I swear I am.

The announcement of the marriage came a few months ago, during dinner. Jay sounded so excited, so excited...

I'm happy for my best friend, I swear I am. True, I used to like Nya. She's smart, witty, and she taught me the importance of girl power.

My best friend is different. We've gotten so close.

So close...

I'm happy for them, I swear I am.

My feelings for Jay have gotten stronger.

So much stronger...

We've been through so many traumatic experiences together.

So many bonding moments.

I'm happy for the husband and wife, I swear I am.

I swear I am...

I am...

The person I love just got married.

I want him to be happy.

Nya will make him happy.

He is going to be happy for a long time.

I just can't say the same about myself.

I'm happy for them, I swear I am.

Nya is pregnant.

Jay is so excited.

Everyone is.

What is wrong with me?

I'm going to be a godfather.

I'm happy for them, I swear I am.

I just want jay to be happy.

Forever.

I just want him to have someone who will love him until the end.

That person is Nya.

They just had the kids.

Both of them are adorable.

I'm happy for them, I swear I am.

When your love loves someone else, you go through a lot of pain.

Emotional pain.

Im happy for them, I swear I am.

I love Jay. I swear I do.

I just don't have the heart to tell him that.