[Misaki's POV]
Usagi-san has been ignoring me these past few days. I wonder what's wrong with him today. Every single time I ask him if he wants to eat with me or not, or maybe have a sip of coffee or so together with me, he'd just reply me with an, "No" or "Mhhm, later". I wonder what I did wrong. It's like; he's been avoiding me or something.
I wonder what I did wrong. Maybe Nii-chan called up and must've said something weird to him. Or maybe his feelings have faded for me. I felt my heart twinge a little at that small little thought. I can't be thinking too much can I? Maybe he's a little busy or something.. I can't bring myself to think too much! Usagi-san needs his space too! It doesn't mean that he hates me or something… Maybe he just needs space… Or he grew tired of me…
I mentally slapped myself. I have to trust Usagi-san! I have to trust that he's busy and not avoiding me because he's tired or angry at me for some reason which I am unaware of. NO! That's not the way again Misaki! You have to trust Usagi-san. It's been more than a year since you stayed with him. Since you actually fell in love with him when he kissed you that day…
I could feel my cheeks burning up at the thought of it. Come to think of it, I fell in love with Usagi-san ever since that day, when he got dumped by my Nii-chan. I sighed as I remembered the thought. I looked at Suzuki-san next to me. I hugged him and could smell Usagi-san's scent on it. I sighed and closed my eyes for a little while. I really, truly did not realize that I closed my eyes for the next two hours.
I awoke at the sound of clinking of dishes (?). Who would be washing dishes other than me? I stood up from the couch and walked over to where the sink was. I was so sleepy that I banged onto someone in front of the sink. The tall figure turned and looked down at me with panda eyes. He looked pissed.
My eyes widened upon realizing who this tall figure was.
"I'm so sorry!" I said and bowed a perfect 90 degrees.
"Mmmhhmm." He said and walked up to his room.
What the hell was that? I thought he'd at least say something but nooooo! He did not! He just replied me like that and walked away. He didn't even ruffle my hair like he always does. He never even smiled at me. He never even uttered a word at me! Just a 'mmmhhmm' and that's it? What's wrong with Usagi-san?
What did I do this time?
It's not like I don't tell him how I really feel about him but I can't really tell him how I feel every single second of my life. I'm still not used to it. He says the words, 'I love you' so easily, sometimes I think it's a lie that he tells to almost everyone. I can't be thinking that now can I? Just because he's ignoring me and all can't prove that he's a liar and he's cheating on me.
I sighed and looked at the time. It was just four in the afternoon. It's been two weeks since we last made love to each other and I kind of miss Usagi-san. I want to see him above me and…
OMG MISAKI TAKAHASHI. JUSTWHATWASTHAT! ?
I was practically rolling on the floor going berserk because of my train of dirty thoughts. I can't believe I actually thought that way. I can't believe I just thought of Usagi-san in THAT way. I grabbed my hair and lay down on the floor. I stared up at the high ceiling. This house seems so huge without Usagi-san beside me. I'm just not used to this behavior of his these past two weeks. I sighed and closed my eyes again.
Just then, I heard the door of Usagi-san's room bang open. I looked up and saw him walking down the stairs. I sat up and watched as he made his way towards me. His long legs were right in front of my face. He grabbed me by my waist and threw me on his shoulder. Usually, he'd do this so he could 'kidnap' me and do all those 'H' stuff with me. Again, by normal reflexes, I started hitting him.
"YAHH! PUT ME DOWN! USAGI- oooof." I said as he threw me on his not so hard and not so soft bed.
I looked at him with eyes that said, 'I need you so much'. He smirked and started to take out his tie. Again, I wonder just why he had to wear a tie at home. Usagi-san really is some weird person. I sighed and looked at him as he unbuttoned the first few buttons of his shirt. He bent down and kissed me violently.
I felt his tongue enter my mouth as he battled with mine. I was already gasping for air. I opened my eyes a little and saw him staring down at my red face. My face turned even redder than before. He broke the kiss and reached for the bottom of my shirt where he gently slipped his two hands in. That's when I felt my nipples getting pinched slowly as he kissed me again. I was moaning through our kiss as he fondled with my already erected nipples.
He broke away from the kiss and unzipped my pants. He revealed my already hard member that was craving to be stroked. Usagi-san did not only stroke my hardened member, but he also put it into his wet and hot mouth. This is where Usagi-san truly is amazing. He knows how to make me moan out for more.
"Usa..gi.. –san… I'm going to… ah! Ah… AH!" I screamed as I lightly thrusted into his mouth and came.
He gulped everything down and licked his lips, as if the taste was something to be savored and not wasted. I looked at him as he totally stripped me out of all my clothes.
"Won't you do the same for me, my dearest Misaki?" He said with a smirk.
I unbuttoned his shirt as I went down to unzip his pants. I could feel his member all hard. I could already picture the size of it in my head. I unzipped and pulled down his pants along with his underwear. I looked at him as he pushed me back down on the bed, so I was lying flat on my back, totally defenseless over the wraths of the great Usagi-san.
He placed his finger in my mouth as I sucked it wantonly. I kept our gazes locked with each other as I wanted this man to do this to me two weeks ago. I missed him so much… I thought I could've died waiting for this day to ever come. I sucked on his two long and sexy fingers. I moaned while sucking as he used his thigh to rub against my hard member.
"Usagi-san… Faster… I need you- AH!" I screamed as he thrusted two fingers in me without much warning.
He kept thrusting, turning his fingers in circles, making me feel more and more uncomfortable. He used his other hand and pumped on my neglected member.
"Ah… Ungghh… Unnff… Usagi… san… I… Ah… can't!" I screamed as I came all over his hand and my stomach.
I looked at him as I gasped for breath desperately. I looked at him, wanting him to thrust his huge dick into me now. I wanted to feel him in me, NOW!
"Usagi-san… I need you! Faster, just enter me already…" I moaned out as I grabbed him by the neck and hugged him.
I knew he was shocked as he froze for a little while. After that, he seemed to be back to normal as I felt his member poking my tiny opening. Slowly, he entered deep into me in one thrust. I couldn't deny that it hurt like hell when he first entered like that. There was not enough preparation or anything but soon, he started to move slowly. I could feel the pleasure building up in my stomach. Soon, he picked up his pace, hitting my sweet spot and causing me to see white all over.
"Ahhh! Unnghhh… Usagi! Usagi-san! AHHH! Faster… Come… In me… I love you! AANNGGH!" I screamed as I came all over my stomach.
I felt him filling me completely. From here, I knew that I wasn't the only one wanting for this day to come. I looked at Usagi-san and waited for him to catch his breath. We were silent for a second. Then, I started tearing up. I wonder if he's just using me as a fuck buddy or something. He never even muttered the words 'I love you' during our love making today.
"Do you not love me anymore, Usagi-san?" I asked him.
His eyes widened but he laid down next to me, hugging me.
"I love you, Misaki, more than anything in the world." He reassured me.
"But for two weeks!" I exclaimed, looking at his beautiful sculptured face.
"I had an assignment to do. I had to write a normal novel, means no more BL for me. But whenever I'm with Misaki, I write BL and I can't even write a normal novel seriously. I took two weeks to finish six normal novels. I'm sorry. I'll make it up to you… Starting… NOW." He said and attacked my lips once again.
I knew he still loves me, as much as I love him.
As Usagi-san held me on that bed, I thought that I'd never leave this man, ever. I love him and I know that he loves me too.
As he held me tightly in his arms, we made two weeks worth of love.
