A/N:So after Months of having my sister read my writing she has finally written her own story on fanfiction. So in collaboration with me, BellasEclipse (new on fanfiction), my twin sister, has come up with this juicy story. Which will be filled with twist and turns, drama, love, lust, and lot of lemons. I sure hope you all enjoy this story as A new me is still being processed. Link to my sis profile can be found on my page.

Summary: Bella lost the one person that she truly loved or was he? After 3 years of her lost she meets someone the lights a spark to her candle. But can he stop comparing her past to her present and star living the present. And can this one guy accept that everyone comes with a little bagged. Rated M for lots of lemon.

Bella

"Hi, honey," Alice bounced into the room, reading the scowl on her friend's face. "What are you thinking?"

"Oh, I don't know," Bella sighed. "I'm just in a funk."

"It's about him, isn't it," Alice said softly. "You can't stop thinking about him, can you?"

"I try, but I don't think I'm ready to let go," Bella said. She pointed towards the big bay window, its light streaming into the kitchen. "It's beautiful out and all I can do is be depressed."

Alice put her arms around her best friend. "I miss him, too, but Jacob died over a year ago. It's okay to move on."

Tears formed in Bella eyes. "I know that. I really do. Everything but my heart says the same thing. Today would have been three years since the day."

Bella buried her face in her hands. Sobs wracked her body. Alice pulled Bella close and held her for a long time.

"I'm sorry," Bella said after her tears subsided. She wiped her nose on her sleeve. "I didn't mean to ruin your day."

"Oh, it's not ruined," Alice replied tenderly. "No day with you is ruined."

"Thanks," Bella managed a smile.

Alice absently ran her fingers through Bella's hair. The two sat in silence for a while longer. Finally, Bella sat up and brushed the last of her tears away. "I think I'd rather be alone today."

"Are you sure?" Alice looked worried.

"Yes, I'm sure."

Alice paused for a moment, not sure if she should leave her friend alone when she was so distraught, so vulnerable. "Okay, but you call me if you need anything."

"I will."

Bella walked her best friend to the apartment door. Alice began to chatter incoherently. "–going to the movies later with Jasper and his brother Edward. We might go out for sushi later. I've got my cell, so call if you feel like going out."

"I will." Bella wasn't really listening.

Alice stopped just over the threshold and looked deep into her Bella's eyes. "You know Jacob would have hated you being like this over him."

"I know. But I can't help it."

"Okay. Call me. Love you."

"Love you, too." Bella closed the door and heard Alice get in the elevator.

She walked back through her apartment, their apartment, the home she and Jacob were making for themselves before fate intervened. She poured herself a glass of wine and settled back into the couch. The afternoon sun warmed her, just as it had on their first "date".

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((Flashback Begins))

Jacob and Bella grew up together. Their fathers were partners in a local shipping company that supplied fresh produce and groceries to local markets and restaurants throughout Washington. They were two years apart in age, but no one could tell by looking at them which one was older. Jacob was the oldest of three, Bella was the youngest of three.

They all grew up in the same neighborhood . Their families did business together, they played together, they stuck through hard times together, and they prospered together. For all intents and purposes, the six were brothers and sisters. So having grown up so close none of them ever hooked up; it just seemed incestuous. Which is why everyone was surprised at the company picnic three years ago.

Jacob had moved into filling their parent's shoes. The old men wanted to retire while they were still young enough to enjoy life, and they saw to it that their children were ready to take over the family business, surrounded by faithful subordinates and smart advisers. Jacob was not the oldest of the six, but he had the most business sense. All of the kids worked in either the company offices or the company warehouses when they weren't in school and five of them spent their entire lives employed in the family company, but none of them devoted more time and energy to learning the business like Jacob.

Bella's two younger siblings, a brother and a sister, were either too dumb or too smart to take over the company. Seth was the second oldest, and while his heart was as big as some of the biggest skyscrapers in New York, he didn't have the chops for running a company, but he also was humble enough to know where he excelled, which was driving trucks. Angela was a month older than Jacob, but instead turned her attention to mechanical engineering and the Air Force; she was literally the family rocket scientist. Jacob's sisters fell in after them, and the two held some position within the company, from distribution managers to marketing.

That left Jacob who, after graduating first from UCLA and then getting his MBA from UCSB, was 25 going on 40, poised and groomed to take over the day-to-day operations of the company. Growing up, Jacob was a stick in the mud. He preferred the company of adults, didn't have any hobbies, nor any vices. Jacob also never noticed girls. He just didn't have the time.

The entire company was closed for only four days every year: Easter, Christmas, Thanksgiving and the last Saturday in April for the company picnic. Bella's father Charlie liked to throw big parties, and that year was no exception. In addition to their families, every retiree and employee of the company and their families were invited. After almost 40 years in business, that added up to a lot of people.

Some bean-counters say that company picnics are bad for business. They cost money and for a seven-day a week business, cost productivity. Charlie had other ideas. He believed that anything that brought family together was worthwhile. They had the best insurance a small business could afford. They had more family sick time than any other shipping company in Washington. He personally sent birthday cards to all of his employee's spouses and children. As a result, company absenteeism was near zero and each of the employees would have taken a bullet for their boss.

Each year, the picnic got bigger and bigger. That year the picnic took over a huge chunk of Olympic National Park. There was the finest food, a band and fun and games for everyone. Charlie had only one rule at the company picnic, which stood for 40 years, and still stands today: no talking about business. He and Jacob's father Billy wanted the picnic to be about family and fun, not about money or shop talk.

So everyone had fun except Jacob, who was bored out of his skull. That is, until Bella showed up. They hadn't seen each other for two years. While Jacob had been studying economics, Bella was busy working and going to school herself, only instead of concentrating just on business, she dual-majored in business and Chinese. She did her senior year at Wellesley from China, teaching English part time and helping local missionaries build churches and schools.

She was slightly tanned from working outside and her face radiated warmth and friendliness. Everyone liked her. Bella had always been tomboyish; she played nearly every sport imaginable in high school and her mission work in China kept her fit. She was also a late-bloomer, which was the first thing Jacob noticed when she arrived that the picnic; the small bumps on her chest had become larger bumps, and her muscular soccer legs had become long, slim and shapely.

Jacob couldn't take his eyes off her. Maybe it was because she had been gone for two years. Maybe it was because she had become a woman without him even noticing. Maybe it was because on the one day a year he couldn't talk or think about the company, she walked back into his life.

"Hi, stranger," she said, giving him a big hug and a quick kiss on the cheek. He put his arms around her and found that he didn't want to let go.

"Hi, yourself," Jacob replied. "What have you been up to?"

"I just got back—," she started and the two picked up right where they left off, as old friends.

For her part, Bella noticed Jacob immediately. He had always been tall, but lanky. Aging had filled him out nicely, and despite the long hours he put in at work, he still managed to find the time to work out and stay in shape. The two really were like brother and sister, but now that they were all grown up, their touches lasted a little longer and were a little more intimate than they had been the last time they met.

Of course, neither Bella nor Jacob noticed how close they were, but everyone else did.

The two unconsciously spent almost all of the afternoon together. It was a warm April day in Washington. Between the softball game and the food and the other company contests, there was a lot to do, but Jacob and Bella spent most of their time talking and catching up. Their brothers and sisters watched in mute disbelief. No one said a word to either and left them in their oblivious world of bliss.

By late afternoon, the picnic was winding down. Most folks had left and the clean up crew was taking care of the last little messes. The family patriarchs, Billy and Charlie sat together with their wives and some of the stragglers. They watched as Bella and Jacob left arm in arm.

"How long?" Charlie asked aloud.

"How long what?" his wife Renee asked.

"Eh? Eight months," Billy said.

His partner snorted softly. "Six."

" 'Til they're married or engaged?" Billy's wife asked.

"Married," the two men said simultaneously.

"Loser pays for the reception," Charlie extended his hand.

"Deal."

Not quite six months later, on a cool Autumn day in October, Billy wrote the check, and the company closed down for five days that year.

((Flashback Ends))

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Bella basked in the memories of that afternoon.

The sun was up and her apartment looked out over Washington Park. Her windows were open and a cool city breeze swept through the halls. She picked herself up off the couch and walked to the kitchen and poured herself another glass of wine. There was a picture next to the fridge, taken the night of the picnic. Bella smiled wistfully and fell back into her reverie.

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((Flashback Begins))

After leaving the picnic, Bella and Jacob took a long stroll through the Park, a quiet haven among the bustle that was Washington. They came out near the entrance. Jacob hailed a cab.

"Let's get something to eat."

"That would be great." Bella got in as Jacob held the door.

"Where would you like to go?"

"Surprise me."

They went to Bella Italy, a well-known Italian restaurant in Port Angeles. It could have been Fazoli's and it would not have made a difference to these two. They just wanted to share each others company. They continued to talk and laugh and reminisce. Then, sometime between the biscuit and the salad, or maybe it wasn't until the veal arrived, Jacob and Bella fell in love.

At the end of the meal, the owner of Bella Italy, a long-time customer and family friend took their picture, had it framed and sent it to them later. They were sitting in a corner booth, shoulder-to-shoulder. Jacob had a big, goofy grin. Bella was smiling nervously. They were holding hands.

After dinner they walked around some more, which usually isn't a bright idea in Port Angeles at night, but they didn't care. Neither wanted the night to end.

A little after midnight, their feet tired from walking, Jacob and Bella stood in Port Angeles, which bustled even in the middle of the night. Illuminated by the lights of small bars and surrounded by the sounds of their hometown, the two stood silently as the world passed around them. Jacob had his arm around her; Bella rested her head on his shoulder.

"I guess we need to get you home." Jacob said finally.

Bella smiled mischievously. "I don't think I'm ready to go home yet."

"We could go see what's showing over at movie theater. I've heard good things about—"

"Jacob," she snickered. "Shut up. Mom said you were living over on Port Angeles West. Let's go to your place."

He blushed and hurriedly flagged down a cab.

Jacob's apartment was on the fourth floor of a seven floor building. It encompassed almost half of the entire floor and had a wonderful view of Twilight Circle and the southwest corner of Washington Park. It was spartan, but familiar, even for Bella, who had never seen the place before. There were pictures of their families on the walls and a beat up couch that they used to play on in the brownstone where Jacob grew up.

"This place is wonderful," Bella said. Jacob went to check the messages on his answering machine but she stopped him. "Not now."

He looked deep into her eyes and saw something that hadn't been there when they were reunited earlier. Hunger. Desire.

Jacob took Bella in his arms and held her close. She returned his embrace. Their foreheads came to rest together and stayed like that for a long time. All Jacob could hear was his heart pounding. He felt her warm breath against his lips.

She brushed her fingertips against his neck and they kissed. It was awkward at first, but that faded quickly as their passion overtook them. It was wet and sloppy. Delicious.

Jacob's hands ran over her back and waist. Her hands grasped his hair and shoulders. She let out a low purr as he kissed his way to her ear, nibbling softly on her lobe. Bella gasped as Jacob kissed his way down her neck, and she dug her fingernails into his back when he got to her collarbone.

Bella pulled at his shirt and started to unbuckle his belt, but he stopped her.

"Not here." Jacob picked her up and nuzzled against her neck. "Bedroom or couch?"

"What's closer?"

"Couch."

"That sounds good." Bella pulled him closer.

He took a couple of steps. "Where do you want to wake up?"

"Bedroom."

Jacob carried her into his bedroom. She kissed his face and held him close. Starlight shone through the windows that dominated the apartment.

Jacob lay her gently down on the massive oak bed. Bella pulled him towards her. She pulled his shirt over his head and threw it across the room. Her hands explored his bare shoulders and chest.

Their lips locked together as each undressed the other. Jacob's shorts and boxers fell to the floor. Bella's blouse came unbuttoned and her breasts heaved with each labored breath. Jacob's hands brushed against her erect nipples before coming back to pinch them gently.

Bella's hands went to Jacob's bare ass as he unzipped her shorts and pushed them down along with her panties. He lay atop her, bared physically and emotionally. He could feel her breasts pressed flat against his chest.

She pushed him back and sat up, shedding the rest of her clothes. Bella took an admiring gaze at her childhood friend, standing there naked in the darkness. The moon illuminated his figure, basking him in a deep blue light. Her eyes settled on his face, almost angelic in its compassion and wisdom.

Jacob stared back, lost in Bella's beauty. She propped herself up on her elbows and pushed herself back on the bed, resting against his pillows. Her hand was extended. Inviting.

With a quickness borne of lust and desire, Jacob lunged at her and she pulled him close, their naked forms melting together. Bella kissed him deeply, her tongue wrapping around his. Her hands brushed against his back before settling on his buttocks, pulling him close.

Jacob's lips left a wet trail again across Bella's cheek and down her neck to her collarbone, but he didn't stop there. Cupping a breast in each hand, Jacob kissed down her chest before settling on one of her nipples. She cried out and pushed her bosom forward into Jacob's eager mouth.

He continued to explore her body with his hands and with his mouth. Biting. Nibbling. Caressing. He could feel the warmth of her sex against him. Inviting.

Jacob pulled her close and lifted her off the bed. With one hand he brushed some of the pillows to the floor and pulled the comforter and sheets down. He lay her back on the bed, kneeling above her. His cock was fully erect and she took it in one hand, pulling him down with the other.

She guided him towards her, kissing his cheek, breathing in his ear. Bella rubbed his cock head against her clit and labia, sending a shiver up her spine.

Jacob kissed her deeply again. She continued to rub him against her steaming sex. He was tumescent.

"I need you inside me," Bella whispered.

"Condom," Jacob managed to grunt.

"I'm on the pill," she replied desperately. He pushed his cock forward into her.

She arched her back and moaned with pleasure. Bella bit her lip as Jacob's cock filled her up. Slowly. Deliberately.

When he was all the way inside her, Jacob looked down at his lover. Her body glistened with sweat and desire. Her eyes were closed. He pulled back and thrust in again. Her mouth fell open.

Jacob built a rhythm, alternating a few hard thrusts with a few soft strokes. Bella spread her legs so she could take all of Jacob's erection inside her. Her hands gripped his muscular shoulders. He held himself up with one arm and cupped one of her breasts with the other hand.

"You . . . feel . . . so . . . good," Bella managed between strokes. Jacob smiled and pulled back so only the tip of his head was inside her. Then, without warning, he thrust deep and hard. Bella bit his shoulder and dug her nails into his back, not for the last time.

She bucked against him, matching his stride, grinding her clit against the top of his cock. Jacob grunted with a primal pleasure on every stroke. Faster and faster. Bella absorbed each thrust and felt her own orgasm building.

Jacob felt his cock tightly in the grip of Bella's velvety sex. He could feel it contracting around his swollen head. He knew she was close. So was he. Jacob pumped her pussy hard. Faster and faster.

Bella arched her back one last time as the waves of her orgasm overtook her. Jacob saw her eyes roll back into her head and then he started to cum with her.

She bucked against him and pulled him deeper inside.

Jacob felt her warm juices around his throbbing cock, flooding her tight sex. Then his head exploded inside her. The room started to spin.

They each let out one final gasp, consumed by their passion. He could still feel her pussy squeezing his cock, even as her orgasm subsided. There was a ringing in his ears and he could hear his cock pumping the last of his thick cum into her.

Exhausted, he collapsed on top of her. The room continued to spin and then went dark.

"I love you," she whispered.

Jacob didn't know how long he was out. It may have been a few seconds. I may have been a minute or two. He was still inside her. She was absently running her fingertips along his back, top to bottom, then in small circles around his shoulder blades. Her gentle touch gave him goosebumps.

Jacob blinked himself back to consciousness. He started to pull himself up, but she held him close.

"Don't leave me."

"Am I squishing you?" he asked.

"No. You feel wonderful right where you are." Bella's eyes were closed. A slight smile only hinted at the depth of the pleasure she felt from her head to her toes.

Jacob stared at her beautiful face, glowing in the soft moonlight. He kissed her gently. Their bodies were covered in perspiration. The room reeked of sex.

She kissed him back before opening her eyes and staring back at him. Neither spoke for a long time.

"What have we done?" he finally asked.

She closed her eyes. A sad look flashed across her face. Then she smiled. "After tonight, we can never be friends again."

"I know. What do—?"

Bella put her finger over Jacob's lips. "Shhhhhhh . . . let's talk about that later."

"Over breakfast?"

"I'm planning on sleeping through breakfast," she replied. "How about over lunch?"

"Deal."

"Now, come here." She pulled him close again. He felt his cock stir with a renewed passion. She felt it, too. "You must really like me; I know you haven't taken any ED pills today and you're already to go again."

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