To me, it's surprise to learn that this fic still gets some readers. I thought that I must rewrite this. I'll work little by little. This is still no-beta, but, I hope that this become readable thing than before at least.
Title: AT THIS MOMENT
Author:FOXO'Reily
Summary: VERY FAT-AU. They have never met. Brian is 31 years old. Michael is 21 years old. Michael spends days under the hard situation. He was sacrificed to pay back a debt of mother. David Cameron keeps Michael. Can Brian build relationship with Michael?
Rated: R/NC-17
Categories: Angst
Characters: Brian, Michael
Warnings: None (for now)
Completed: No
AT THIS MOMENT
Chapter 1
The club was prosperous tonight. Sweaty half-naked men were bouncing their well-trained body energetically and brought thud on the dance floor. Music ran through like a tornado inside of the club noisily and stimulated their sexual desires. The resounding beat matched heartbeats and throb of their cock. They continued dancing and releasing their heat and scent to the sensational heavy air.
Brian leaned on a handrail of catwalk and looked over a downstairs dance floor. He wondered. He continue visit for years and continued catching trick. Still, his prey doesn't run out. Whenever if someone could catch his eyes, Brian could taste fresh meat.
"Did you find someone?"
Ted handed beer to Brian and asked. Brian received it from Ted and shrugged his one shoulder.
"I'm searching now. How many people are in here anyway? Today's mess is fuckin' unbelievable."
Brian thought that excavating treasure from a large number of people who jostle each other was enjoyable. However, the crowd flocked to even catwalk today as well. Brian shook his head in disgust.
"Today is really crowded as hell. Where are Emmett and Justin?"
"They are waiting for their cocktails. People is having queued up in front the bar. It seemed to be totally New Years Eve party. Where did they breed out from?"
"It's because the location unit of a movie came to a town today."
Emmett has pink cocktail and said.
"They came to here by the flow. However, do they know that here is the gay club? I doubt that."
"Probably they will know now. First of all, nothing but men is here."
Ted said as smirking. Emmett smiled meaningfully.
"Yeah, it may be thrill that I make fun of some straight guys!"
"Christ, Honeycutt. It's waste of time."
Brian rolled his eyes. He drank up remaining beer, and went down spiral staircase. He bumped to Justin on the way.
"Hey, Brian! Where do you go to?"
"Bathroom."
"I'll go with you."
"Are you nuts?"
Brian scowled at Justin. Justin grinned to Brian.
"I'm just kidding. Oh, do you come back soon?"
Justin asked restlessly. Brian frowned.
"You never have right to interfere to my excretion."
"Christ, Brian... Why are you irritated with me that much? I just only asked. Do you go to the backroom or somewhere afterwards?"
"Anyway I don't have duty to answer you it."
Brian shook off Justin in irritation. In this situation Justin will begin to restrict his whole life. Brian was getting tired that kid was becoming the stupid little wife gradually.
Although he moved to escape from the crowd, bathroom was crowded as disgusted. Brian sighed and patiently waited for urinal to become vacant. Probably he will go to the back room if he finishes business here. And maybe he'll get a few quite good blowjobs. He may bring someone in his loft if he found the trick that attracts him afterwards. Brian thought about pleasure to get from now on, and some gloomy mood cleared.
When finally he got out from stinky boysroom, Brian found him in a corner of the bar counter. He cannot express his feeling by the words because of the mysterious shock. Brian walked towards the young man so like he is fascinated. His raven-black hair is shining under the light of the bar. The contrast of his beautiful alabaster skin and raven-black hair captured Brian's eyes and mind.
"Jack Daniels, double."
Brian walked next to the young man, and ordered it to familiar bartender. When Brian looked at that man, he soon noticed that he was still very young. He was close to a boy rather than a man. Probably his age is about the same as Justin. Brian's heart withered a little bit. What's most troublesome is 'the misunderstands kid'. Even now Justin is stalking Brian. Brian understood that terror well. However, Brian thought that it was the stupid acts that give up this beautiful young man. All of young tricks aren't becoming Justin Taylor. Brian was trying to pick a trap for this young man.
However, unfortunately Justin appeared before Brian wiped out his hesitation that talks to the young man.
"Brian! Where were you loitering on the way?"
Justin glued to the front of Brian's body and wrapped his arms around Brian's waist possessively. Justin rubbed front of his bulging jeans impudently to Brian's groin. Brian received a glass from the bartender while being trying to tear off Justin. The bartender laughed in sympathy to Brian. Brian rolled his eyes.
"I danced a very seductive 'pee pee dance' in a bathroom and charmed patrons. Jesus, Justin...Did you time how long I take for restroom?"
"I thought that you might have found some interest alone."
Justin sulked and said. Brian was aggravated. Haunting of Justin ruined his plan. Brian glanced at the raven-black haired beauty. Brian met fantastically beautiful big eyes framed by surprisingly long eyelashes then. The eyes were the same dark color with his hair. Brian couldn't break off his gaze from him. The raven-black haired beauty seemed to have shrunk at Brian's intense eyes.
"Brian, what are you preoccupied with?"
Justin asked suspiciously. Then Justin noticed at last that presence of the man whom Brian stared at eagerly. When recognized the man, Justin was completely upset. Justin whispered to Brian's ear.
"You cannot have him."
"What did you say?"
"Brian, you heard me. Because he is someone's, you cannot have him."
"What do you mean?"
He couldn't think that every word were uttering from impudent Justin's mouth. Brian wondered and asked Justin again. Justin moved a little bit pulling Brian's arms.
"I know him. He was going to the senior high school same as me. I'm sure that he was 2 years old older than me."
Justin said. Brian was satisfied a little and nodded. Getting some information of the raven-black haired beauty was good thing. Besides, it won the points that somewhat he is older than Justin.
However, did Justin say that a raven-black haired beauty was someone's? Never mind, fuck that!
"And?"
Brian urged Justin. Justin hesitated and bit his bottom lip.
"I don't know well in detail. Anyway, this is some rumor to the last."
"Spill it out, Justin."
"He seems to have been sold to the man who wanted him for the debt of mother that made for gamble."
"What...?!"
"You know, because the man was a rich person, he instead paid back a debt of his mother. What I heard is...probably her debt was 200,000 dollars from 150,000 dollars of such a big amount of money."
"Fuck, I can't believe! It's human traffic. You mean, did he become a mistress of the man?"
"Do you know David Cameron?"
What Justin asked was the name of a very famous businessman. Brian nodded slightly.
"Shit...I didn't think that Cameron was so sick fuck."
"Yeah, anyway, his name changed into Michael Cameron from Michael Novotny during a senior year. You should know Debbie Novotny who worked in Liberty diner before."
"Yeah...I knew her."
"Michael was her son. And Hank Cameron of David Cameron's son had a few same class with me if I added it."
"In other words you told me a lie. You knew it in detail, and it's true, not a rumor."
Brian said. Justin shrugged his shoulders.
"Hank is an asshole. I didn't trust him even if he said to me some nasty thing."
"Oooooh, I knew it! Did Hank bully you? He called you fag and hurled stone?"
"Brian, we weren't already kids. The bullying is slyer. All gays were not endowed like you."
"Okay, I understood what you want to say. But you don't need to leak information to me more than it."
Brian smacked Justin's ass and said to him.
"By the way, you look for your trick tonight in the backroom or go to dance floor. You must not count on me tonight."
"Wait, Brian. What are you trying to do?"
"This has nothing to do with you. Go, and get good fuck, Justin."
Brian smacked Justin's ass once again and added it.
"Oh, one more thing. You stay at Daphne's apartment today. You must not return to the loft."
Justin shook his head so that it was unbelievable.
"I told you, you cannot get him."
"Well, Justin...You should know that I can do anything."
Brian watched crowd of dance floor a little while Justin disappeared into sea of men. But, when Brian turned to the direction of the aim that achieve his purpose of the tonight the raven-black haired beauty was already disappearing from there. In the place where he was sitting, now totally different person is sitting down.
"Hey, Jimmy!"
Brian rushed to the bar and asked a bartender.
"Where did he go to? He was sitting down on that corner a while ago."
"Do you mean Snow White?"
Bartender said. Brian smiled and arched his eyebrows.
"Snow White?"
The name was too becoming to him.
"Beautiful alabaster skin, raven-black hair, and adorable big eyes. Oh, and I must not forget that small tight luscious body."
Bartender said as smirking. Brian cleared his throat and nodded.
"Anyway, he was sitting down on there until that brown bear took this position."
"Brian, in fact you scared him to death."
Bartender pretended to pity Brian and shook his head.
"You should contact with a scared kitten kindly. Your eyes seemed to devour that pretty kitten. You chewed and totally seemed trying to eat him up."
"Jimmy..."
Brian caught a lapel of a bartender's shirt and wanted to get where he went. However, Brian bore his impulse somehow.
"Where did he go to?"
Calmly, but, Brian had asked again at threatening voice. The bartender didn't tease Brian this time.
"He got out from the club. He is scolded to his big daddy if he don't return to the house by the midnight."
Brian started rushing to an exit of the club before a bartender finished saying all. He wasn't sure why he was so much impatient. Brian had to run after raven-black haired beauty in some way.
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Brian exited in a street from a doorway of Babylon, and found him who was going to get into a cab now.
"Wait!"
Brian had mad dashed and rushed to him.
"Hey, you! Don't go!"
When Brian caught his arm, he felt his substance for the first time. Brian was thinking somehow that he might not feel the touch and temperature of flesh even if he touched him.
However, he was here. This is not an illusion, he exist and stand before Brian. Besides, his smell was incredibly good.
"Please don't go."
Brian said once again breathlessly. The raven-black haired beauty is surprised and looked up at Brian's face. He was certainly surprised, but Brian was super deadly surprised more.
(Did I say 'Please.'?)
He thought of his own action questioningly. Why does he become so desperate? Why is he so abstracted for just one night trick? Brian wasn't sure. But he was sure only one thing is clear. Brian wanted this man unspeakably.
(What was his name? Oh, yeah... Michael, Michael.)
Brian couldn't help touch Michael's smooth cheek with his fingers. Actually he had touched tempting cheeks before thinking. Michael drew back in dismay when Brian's fingers touched his cheek.
"You don't need to be afraid of me. I'll never hurt you."
Brian whispered it. Michael moved his lips for trying to say something, but couldn't say aloud. Michael bowed his head sheepishly.
"Well, my name is Brian. I wanted to know about you. You know, when I say 'for getting to know each other', usually it is limited about bodies. Sometimes dancing is yes...But, um...I don't do usually 'talking' but if you want, I can do whatever you want. But you were already disappearing when I was trying to talk to you."
Michael is still in silence. Brian continued to speak.
"So...Can I release this cab?"
"I have to go back to home."
Michael finally said in the little voice. Brian exhaled breath exaggeratedly.
"Do you have the curfew? Do you get punishment if you don't make it to your curfew?"
Brian asked with jokes, but noticed that it had hit the nail when he looked at an expression of Michael.
"I didn't intend to make you feel embarrassed."
"Oh, no...You don't need to mind me. But...uh, I have to go."
Michael smiled at Brian. His smile was too dazzling. Brian freed a cab for 10 dollars and put his hand to Michael's back, and ushered Michael towards his car.
"Come on. I think my car is cleaner than this dirty cab. I take you to your home."
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While they walked a parking lot, Michael said suddenly.
"I know you."
"Oh, really?"
"Yes, you are very famous in Liberty Avenue."
"I hope it wasn't bad reputation that you're hearing. I think that most of reputations are unreasonable for me."
Brian smiled at Michael. Michael chuckled. That pleasant sound intoxicated Brian.
"Anyway it's impossible that your reputations are worse than my rumors."
Michael muttered sadly. Brian caressed a small back of Michael tenderly unconsciously.
"So, then, tell me your truth."
"Well, I know the boy who with you was in the club. Probably he must have talked about me to you. Did you get my scandalous information from Taylor?"
They stopped in front of Brian's jeep. Brian put his both hands on the roof of his jeep and captured Michael's body between his body and jeep.
Brian was puzzling over a feeling of his own. Brian wanted to protect Michael in his embrace carefully, but if Brian could leave that feeling to sexual desire, he wanted to fuck Michael so devilishly. Tonight, the creature that is into his arms was totally different from usual trick.
"Do you care as I heard your stormy life from Justin, and know your secret? They call me the stud of Liberty Avenue, but I'm a slut after all. Who cares what I say? You don't need to mind anything. Don't you think so?"
Brian asked Michael. Michael swallowed his breath. Brian talked as nuzzling his cheeks and neck. Whenever Brian talked, his hot breaths stimulated Michael's ear.
"Uh, Brian...what do you know about me?"
Michael asked. Because Brian's right hand climbed his waist and invaded from hem of his shirt, Michael urgently gasped. Brian's thumb was tracing his bare skin slowly.
"Oh, at first your name is Michael Cameron. And probably you are 21 years old. Your mother has made heavy debt for a gamble. David Cameron paid the debt in place of your mother."
"Hmm...You seem to have rough information."
"Damn! Is it true? Did your mother sell you to the man that your body was lust of his aim?"
"I don't think that I want to disclose disgrace of my family to another person."
"Your answer can be affirmation."
"What I thought or answer doesn't matter for anybody."
Michael struggled feebly to escape from grasp of Brian. Brian caught Michael's nape at his hand and tugged Michael's soft hair. Brian enjoyed Michael's exposed neck. The pale skin seemed to want Brian's bite marks. Brian sucked the pale column of Michael's throat intensely. Michael cried out frighteningly.
"No, don't mark me!"
"Why? Are you scolded by big daddy? Does he spank your cute round ass?"
Brian breathed hard by excitement, and groaned. Michael glared at Brian's fiery face.
"You don't know anything."
Michael pushed back Brian's chest with his both hands, but Brian's hands gripped Michael's wrists and his body pressed against the jeep.
Brian's knee shoved in between his thighs and opened his legs wider forcibly. When the Brian's massive erection approached his crotch, Michael shuddered with fear.
"You said that you will never hurt me!"
Michael whimpered desperately and pleaded to Brian. Michael completely fell into a predicament and felt that there wasn't any refuge place.
"I'm not going to hurt you."
Brian nibbled Michael's chin softly. Brian needed to capture Michael's sensual plump lips immediately.
"I don't hurt you but I kiss and want to fuck you."
Brian whispered it to Michael feverishly.
"No, I don't want to do it."
Michael protested to Brian. Brian shook his head. It was hard to understand the protest of Michael to Brian. Anyone should have wanted to fuck with him after all.
"I don't believe it. Sorry, I cannot accept refusal. I'm not made with that kind of way."
"Let me go. If I let you misunderstand me, I'll apologize."
"Awww, Michael...sweet sweet Michael. Why did you come to Babylon? You should have predicted such kind of things. You escaped from your big daddy and came to breathe fresh air, didn't you?"
"I was brought here by force to the younger brother of my adoptive family!"
Michael said a complaint while continuing useless resistance. Brian more strongly pressed Michael's body to his jeep.
"Do you mean Hank? Oh my fuckin' God! Hank is gay, too?"
Brian asked derisively. Michael snorted.
"You could say that."
"It's so nice. You're in happy cheerful gay family. Huh?"
Brian said in amused singsong voice. However, he took in something immediately from Michael.
"Wait. Wait, wait wait..."
Brian caught Michael's jaw and looked into Michael's eyes.
"Fuck...don't tell me, Michael. Did you become a boy-toy of the Camerons? Not only for David Cameron but also his son?"
Brian felt that his fingers that touched Michael's cheeks became suddenly hot. Michael blushed harder so there was not more than this. Michael's flush seemed to really get spread across his whole body. Large drop of tears welled up from Michael's eyes, and it overflowed instantly. Brian was dumbfounded by the fact that he just found out.
"Michael..."
"...Don't touch me."
The fact was terrible pain for him. Michael was hurting so badly.
"I never wanted it...but I cannot change reality..."
Michael sobbing uncontrollably, his small hands grabbed fabric of Brian's shirt so that it was his lifeline. Brian gathered the tiny body that seemed to collapse onto the ground at any moment in his arms.
***********************TBC**********************
