Little brother, it's certainly been awhile
Since I was there to help you train
Or give you some support.
I apologize for acting so vile
Little brother, please forgive me
Killing mom and dad…
And my own heart, was not something I'd want to do
But little brother, I had to.
I'm honoured to die by your hand
I wouldn't want it any other way
And even though your reading my final note…
I hope you never have to understand.
I couldn't bear to kill you,
my beautiful little brother
You meant the world to me, and still do
Never will that change.
Don't regret killing me
For, I was quite willing.
But always remember that even though you hated me,
despised me, and cursed me, every moment of the day
Every moment of my day, I was torn up with just…
Wanting to catch a glimpse of your face.
But I knew, that if I did that, the horrible brother façade
I'm supposed to have on would disappear without a trace.
So my precious little brother, I have just one request.
Grow up to be amazing and skilled
Now that your goal has been fulfilled.
I'm proud of you,
always have been, and even in death,
you're the only thing on my mind.
You were the only thing that kept me going with a smile on my face.
