Little brother, it's certainly been awhile

Since I was there to help you train

Or give you some support.

I apologize for acting so vile

Little brother, please forgive me

Killing mom and dad…

And my own heart, was not something I'd want to do

But little brother, I had to.

I'm honoured to die by your hand

I wouldn't want it any other way

And even though your reading my final note…

I hope you never have to understand.

I couldn't bear to kill you,

my beautiful little brother

You meant the world to me, and still do

Never will that change.

Don't regret killing me

For, I was quite willing.

But always remember that even though you hated me,

despised me, and cursed me, every moment of the day

Every moment of my day, I was torn up with just…

Wanting to catch a glimpse of your face.

But I knew, that if I did that, the horrible brother façade

I'm supposed to have on would disappear without a trace.

So my precious little brother, I have just one request.

Grow up to be amazing and skilled

Now that your goal has been fulfilled.

I'm proud of you,

always have been, and even in death,

you're the only thing on my mind.

You were the only thing that kept me going with a smile on my face.