His hair, his face, his heart, his love, his smell, his touch, his everything is now my every thought, well my everything.

He is constantly in my mind if I'm studying I wonder if he's studying if I'm showering I wonder if he is, when I think of him I wonder if he's thinking of me. When friends of mine ask me to a party or celebration I wonder if he will be there and if this will be the night it finally happens, the night I finally say something or the night he finally says something.

Time after time I am disappointed. I walk through this life alive but not really living waiting just waiting. I see him rounding a corner my stomach feels fluttery my heart feels like it will explode from the hidden emotion. And when he smiles…oh god when he smiles I feel as if I have seen the most beautiful sight and store it in my mind so it will appear in my dreams as it does every night. My fantasies are always of him. He is my obsession, but it is not my fault he is the one who has stolen my heart with such force I find myself struggling to breathe when he talks to me, I feel every nerve in my body when he touches my arm or when he directs conversation towards me.

We all look like we feel they say, well if I look like I feel there would not be one person in this castle who would doubt my feelings for this man, and he is a man not a boy.

Walking towards the Halloween ball I feel my hope fading, he will have a date, he will look breathtaking, he will be surrounded by people – he won't need or even miss me. I walk through the doors and quickly find a seat close to the back and let the music wash over me. Without realizing it I close my eyes, in my daydream he is coming towards me it feels so real I can smell him. I hear someone sit down in the chair next to me but I do not dare open my eyes so as to lose this image.

"Rose?" a voice I have heard a thousand times in my dreams and in class says next to me.

I keep my eyes closed and feel the thumping growing quicker in my chest.

Thump, thump, thump, thump, thump…

"Yes Scorpius?" I say after a moment

I open my eyes and there he is I almost cry from all the feelings boiling inside.

"Would you like to dance?"

My world is complete I take his hand and walk but for the first time in my life I feel like I'm floating.