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It was January now, four months after since he left. Four months since he left me, all alone. Slightly melodramatic, but I feel alone, I feel empty and abandoned. I miss them all…the…Cullen's. I find it painful to say their name, or even think it, but I miss them so much, I miss him the most. I try strictly not to think of him, but I slip sometimes. I've been getting better though, I haven't cried as much. I hardly ever watch TV or read books anymore; some things just bring back to many memories.
I went downstairs to get some food, I was so hungry. I slouched my way to the fridge and got out the left over pasta from last night, heated it up and was about to go back up to my room when the phone rang, who could that be?
"Hello" I said unenthusiastically.
"Bella? I need your help, Edwards in trouble." Alice? Is that her? My heart nearly stopped and my brain almost exploded. This cant be her…why would she be calling?
"Alice? Alice is…is that you?" It can't be, they hate you remember.
"Yes Bella…im so sorry about what happened" She said sympathetically, sure you are.
"Alice…im…it's…your…Edward?" I stuttered, what did I even just say?
"He's in trouble Bella, he wasn't coping…without you. So he went to the Volutri to become one of the guard. If he does we'll never see him again. He hasn't seen them yet but he will, soon. You have to come with me and see him. He'll listen to you, he'll come back home with us." He left ME, how could he not be coping?
"Well what am I supposed to do about it? He left me. Alice I loved him! I loved him and he left me!" I screeched at the phone but she could hear the pain in my voice, heck even I could.
"I know bella, I know. But he'd stop if you are there, I know it."
"Of corse you do" I muttered but she continued.
"I'll be at your place in 5 minutes. We're going to get Edward; I can't loose another person I love." Her voice turned sad.
My voice instantly changed from angry to curious and sad, "Oh Alice, who left? It wasn't jasper was it?" He wouldn't have left because of what he nearly did to me would he? I hope not.
"No, no, no Bella, thank god he didn't. I already lost you." Me? You already lost ME? I felt my face turning red with anger.
"YOU LEFT ME! Not the other way around! Your whole family didn't want me! I was, and still am just a human."
"All lies Bella, to protect you."
"Protect me? A lot of good that's done, you know I've thought about killing myself, Alice? He told me he didn't want me, that he didn't love me. Was I supposed to know it was all lies to protect me? How was I supposed to know Alice? HOW?" Calm down Bell. I was getting incredibly angry. I can't believe it, everything I've gone through in the past four months was all to protect me?
What the hell, the line went dead. "I guess she couldn't handle talking about me. She really doesn't care." I muttered to myself.
"I do care and I can handle it. I told you I'd be here in 5 minutes did I not?" I turned around and there she was, my best friend. Even after what I've been through I couldn't help myself, I ran up to her and hugged her so tight. I've missed this so much.
"Ok we need to go, now. He's already in Italy, but he hasn't gone to the Volutri yet. You have to convince him to come back home."
"Where would home be?" Please be here, please.
"I think we'd move back to forks. Now lets go we need to hurry." A wave of relief washed over me then. I would be with them all again soon. I hope we get there in time…
Alice then picked me up and carried me to her car outside and put me in the passenger seat, before I knew it we were speeding down the street and on our way to the love of my life.
But…after all I've been through…
Will I still love him?
Dun dun dum
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