A/N: Hey everyone this is petpeeves12 I'm helping my friend here with her story so please review!

A/N2: This is my first attempt at a fanfiction. This is a one shot with one of the poems I wrote. I would really love to here what you have to say and no I'm not suicidal. I talk to dead people!

Disclaimer: We don't own. (That's just what we want you to think)

I'm sorry it had to end this way,

But I had to take my life away,

I had to end this pain I feel.

This time it was the real deal,

No threats, no bluffing,

Just action this time,

For now joy is surely mine.

I saw you with them laughing. You don't realize how much your words hurt me so even if they are unintentional. They always take your side even if you're wrong. Why do I always have to be the bad guy? To be blamed for making you cry.

You don't realize that I'm being eaten away inside. I contemplate why I live today and the reason for my existence. I hold up my sword watching as the fire light gleams off of it. Hearing all of you talk about your happy childhoods is painful. Don't you realize that you're rubbing them in my face? It's not my fault my brother hates me. I didn't ask to be born a half breed. I never asked for my parents to die when I was young or for Kikyo to die by our trust being so fragile.

My human night has come and I am riddled with emotions all of them screaming at me. I can't take the pain or the burden I'm forced to bear. While you laugh I stole a way deeper into the dark woods. I walked and walked. The moonless night held no stars. Cloud covered the sky the scent of rain lingers in the air. I allow a small smile to grace my lips.

I want to tell you good bye but you will only try to stop me. You will get over it after all you have a family and a life outside of the feudal era. I can always trust Kouga to protect you.

Many beings human and demon alike will rejoice at my passing. I'm sure I will be hardly missed. The rain drops start to fall slowly at first then it picks up speed as the seconds pass by.

You always yell at me to tell me what's on my mind, but some things should not be interfered with. You made me relieve some of my most painful memories that I tried to have locked away inside.

My mother as I remember was a kind and beautiful woman. She cared for everyone. One day she was murder while she was protecting me. She threw me into a river to save my life. The villagers ran their swords and weapons threw her.

Villagers would always chase me out of their villages when I went there looking for food or shelter. I was always alone. When I meet you and Kikyo I thought I was not alone anymore, but on how I really feel and my emotions I am truly alone.

You can even start to know how I feel. You say you do when you really don't. You don't know how much humiliation I go through everyday to try and keep you happy. I'm sorry but I have to do this.

I take my sword and bring it up to my face. The rain washed away any sign of tears I may have had. I stretched my arms out with my hand never leaving the hilt. I have the blade pointed toward my heart. I whispered sorry to you before I ran myself through. I didn't feel the pain because I was already numb from the cold rain. My body feels into a puddle of my own blood. I faded into darkness.

I'm sorry it had to end this way,

In a puddle of blood,

In the middle of the pouring rain,

But I had to end this life you see,

For it had too much misery,

I really am sorry it had to end this way,

But I had to take my life away.

A/N: There you have it. If you couldn't guess it was all in Inuyasha's point of view. I will update my stories sometime soon I guess hopefully. Love petpeevs12

A/N2: Thank you for taking the time to read this and please review!

TTFN!