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I was sitting on the bed. Alice had gone down to her Porsche to put the gown in the back so it wouldn't get damaged. I was sitting on my bed waiting for her to return. I was nervous about life after tomorrow. Not about my life with Edward, because I knew that would be fine. I was nervous about my change and what I would be giving up. I would like to be a mother but I would give that up to be with Edward forever. If I really did want to be a mother I would adopt like Esme. Just then I heard my bedroom door open.

"I'm back Bella. What do you want to do now?" asked Alice.

"Actually, I would like to ask you a few questions," I said.

"Ok…" she said with a curious look on her face. I couldn't blame her. Her soon-to-be vampire sister was asking questions; that would definitely raise some suspicion.

"Do you ever wish that you and Jasper were human and could have kids?" I asked.

"Well. Yes, I do wish that. To be able to have a child, and be around people without the little bit of desire that you feel to drink their blood. To be more carefree and not worry about your actions as much. If I could be human with Jasper I would, but since I'm a vampire and can't change what I am, I think of the plus side. I will be with Jasper forever, and have my visions. I can see things and somewhat prevent them if they are dangerous. I don't go through physical pain that often, and I don't have to worry about losing Jasper that way. No matter what you choose there will always be a downside. I always try to keep my mind focused and the upside," she explained.

I nodded. She had a point. If I stayed human I would have to deal with the downside. Being a vampire offered more to me than being human did. I had to think like Alice did or I would be swallowed in my own despair, and that would cause pain to my family. I would not put that on them.

"Alice, do you think I'm making the right decision?" I asked.

"Well, he makes you happy, and you want to be with him forever. If Edward could make himself human for you he would. He wishes you didn't make this sacrifice for him. He doesn't want you to go through the physical and emotional pain it brings, but with love you have to go through pain and make sacrifices and Edward knows that, he just wishes it was him who had to do that. As long as you know in your heart that you're right you should be fine. Anyone who had to make this huge decision would have some doubts too," she said.

I smiled. Alice could always make me feel better. I know I can come to her with anything and she would never judge me. I gave her a hug. I don't know what I would do without her. I heard Alice sigh and looked at her.

"Edward will be here in five minutes, and I have a feeling that he will want to be alone with you. Bye! I'll pick you up early tomorrow, so we can make you look perfect for your wedding," she said as she blew me an air kiss.

I watched as she got into her car and pulled away. Not even thirty seconds later Edward pulled up in his Volvo. I watched as he got out and went to the front door. I then heard him coming up the stairs.

"Hello love, how was your dress fitting with Alice?" he asked.

"Fine," I said as he pulled me into his arms and kissed my forehead.

At that moment I knew that Alice was right. I was making the right decision; because in my heart I could feel that it was what I was suppose to choose.

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