I need sorting out all my notebook pad and random pieces of paper with all my stories on and put them all in one big folder now my task is to type them all up and put them on here. (As well as finishing off other stories) so anyway I hope you enjoy this one :D happy reading
Trying to understand
Gwen walked into her and Arthurs chambers to fine Arthur looking out of his window in deep though. So deep he didn't realized that Gwen was there until she spoke. "Arthur, what's wrong?"
Arthur turn too look at Gwen briefly then back out of the window again "Nothing much" he said "Just thinking"
"About what?" asked Gwen "Whatever it is, it is on your mind, it might help to talk about it"
Arthur nodded "It's about Merlin"
Gwen was a bit surprised at that "Merlin?" she paused "is he acting odd again? Merlin's not Merlin if he not a little bit odd"
"Odd" respected Arthur "He always been odd"
"You only just noticed?" asked Gwen
"Of course not" said Arthur "The dimwit has been my servant for years"
Gwen was confused "Then what's the problem?"
Arthur bit his lower lip thinking what to say "Merlin is like two different people" said Arthur "One of them is the clumsy idiot that winds you up and you can't get to shut up... but the other one is... I don't know his...older... wiser...smarter" Arthur turn back to Gwen "Which one do you think is really Merlin? Is he a idiot or is he not a idiot?"
"You think he's hiding something" said Gwen
"I know he is" said Arthur
Gwen paused "maybe he wise when he has to be wise. Maybe he put up... wall or something around himself so... no one can find out his secret... if he's got one"
"He's got a secret" said Arthur "A big one... I think and the walls is hiding it... being a idiot is a way to hid it"
"Look maybe Merlin has got a secret but what ever it is, I don't think he could be anything bad"
Arthur run his hand thought his hair. "If it not anything bad, why the secrets? Why the slit personality? Why the walls? How well do we really know him? You hardy know anything about what he did before he come to Camelot"
"He grow up in a farming village" said Gwen "I doubt very much happen there. I think you are making something out of nothing"
"But he is hiding something" said Arthur "His different from everyone... I notice that the first time I meet him"
"I have to agree" said Gwen "There is only one Merlin. Who else would call you names?"
"Gwaine" said Arthur shaking his head "But Gwaine I can understand, I can work him out. I can't get my head around Merlin"
"Look" said Gwen "Merlin might he hiding something, but he is loyal to you, to Camelot. His more Loyal and more brave than some of your knights"
Arthur nodded "I'm not questioning his loyalties. I know his loyal. I just trying to understand him"
Gwen thought for a moment "I think that Merlin will tell us one day. And if not... look Merlin is out friend we have to trust him. Trying to understand Merlin will be trying to understand one of Gaius's books or understanding you father. Merlin id one of those people you're never really understand"
"I guess your right" said Arthur "And I bet what ever his hiding is... that he and the cook are having a relationship"
Gwen laughed "Have you meet the cook? Look there training to go too the knights will wonder were you are"
"Best get going them" said Arthur kissing Gwen "I love you"
"I love you too" said Gwen "And don't worry about Merlin, Arthur..."
"I'm never said I was worried" said Arthur smiling then he paused "Were is Merlin but the way. I haven't seen him for a while" Gwen shrugged her shoulders "When I find that clotpot I will..." Arthur walked out if the room so Gwen didn't hear what Arthur would do to Merlin when he find him.
"I don't think I ever understand the male mind" said Gwen aloud
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