Holding On Forever

Dedicated to – Haya Cho

Written in Kaoru's POV


Always, I'm always holding our world together, making sure it doesn't fall and shatter like how my heart did ….

I woke up in the arms of my brother, tears streamed down my face, I don't understand why he held me close to him like this, why we still sleep together, why he still notices me.. when he's with her. I start crying then I push you away and your eyes widen. I slap you as hard as I ever could…. 'WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME? DO YOU THINK IT'S FUNNY THAT I LOVE YOU?' I cry at the top of my voice.

My world shattered, yes my world, everything broke and rained down , cutting me deeply causing me to bleed terribly and cry bitterly, but I wasn't crying because of the cuts I was crying because I just found out I was alone in this real world, without anybody to help me, I was like a baby in this world, newly born and so ignorant …. And no one to help in my baby steps…

He starts crying but he reaches out to me and says that he holds me because he loves me. I shake my head from side to side tears falling down, 'No no!' I scream, 'You're lying!' At that moment the tears stopped falling, as Hikaru held me with his hands and kissed my deeply and passionatly. 'I love her, Kaoru, I love Haruhi,' Tears fell down my cheeks again. 'But not that kind of love, I'm not in love with her, but I'm in love with you…' I throw my arms around his neck and kiss him deeply, he kisses back just with the same amount of passion.

Before the last piece of my world fell, somebody caught it, Hikaru caught it, he whispered that he loved me and then all my wounds were healed and our world was fixed once again and I think… I've just made a serious sin in the new world we created…. Not that I mind.. not at all…


Sucky ending I know… but Nee-nee-chan please like it! I'm sorry since it's short ;A; R&R!