Faceless Fear

Never before have I seen something this horrible

Introduction

I am a very cheerful guy overall. Never thought of anything as negative, I always try to make it positive instead of complaining about it. I have a constant smile on my face and practically no one has seen or can even imagine me angry! And I like that about myself, that I can make bad atmospheres happier and try to make people feel better instead of just being sympathetic. You can't spell sympathetic without pathetic! No I'm just kidding, sympathy is good, because a man without sympathy is a man without emotion. This journal I have for writing about what is happening in my life, like a diary. It's a good feeling to have my life saved in a text-based format.

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09-09-09

Feeling very down right now. My grandmother passed away yesterday. She had cancer.

I just wish she had stopped smoking before something like this would happen, I tried telling her of the dangers of smoking, but she just didn't listen. This is probably the only time in my life when I'm not as positive as I usually am.

Maybe it's a sort of punishment for that incident from when I was a kid...

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09-09-10

I'm not ready yet for writing about that incident that I mentioned in my past segment.

It's just that awful. I can't even imagine what would happen if anyone found out about it. Can't afford moving, can't afford being hated. I'm going to get a pizza.

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09-09-15

Just had breakfast, and I have absolutely nothing to do right now. It's tuesday, and nothing special is happening today. I have been feeling better now since my grandmother's death. I have been seeing friends alot to cheer me up, love them alot, they really know how to treat someone depending on their current situation.

Still not ready to write about that incident.

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09-09-16

My friends have been talking about some guy they've been seeing alot in their photos, don't really know the details, I wasn't really interested in it. Maybe I'll look into it later, I'm just not in the mood for it right now. Kind of creepy isn't it? To see the same unknown guy around you, hehe.

It feels kind of lonely to be writing about my life for myself alone. Maybe if I become famous I could use this as a base to my biography!

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09-09-21

I have been with my friends alot lately and been discussing the guy on the photos. It's loads of fun and no one even takes it seriously! I've been having a great time since my grandmother's death. I'm really glad that it hasn't been dragging my entire life down the drain. I'm finally myself again!

I'm not sure why, but even when everyone just laughs the guy on the photos away I still deep inside feel a sort of disturbance around him.

I'm soon ready to write about the incident.

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