Nothings was really the same after that ride home from are New York hotel that rainy after noon.

It was to late to say I'm sorry.

It was to late to say good bye.

It was to late to say I love you.

All I knew is I let something go that meant something deep to me…

His love.

Kendall Pov: "After today's little "Miss hap" I want no more hooligan moves from you Hockey heads! Got it!" Bitters t\yelled more pissed then ever.

I rolled my eyes trying to care but frankly it wasn't working.

"We didn't mean to blow up the air vents" Carlos said holding onto his helmet

Bitters glad each of us down with his beady eyes that showed no love for anything…except French fries.

He stood in front of Logan next.

"I expected more from you"

Logan looked down.

Bitters just shook his head and walked to James next. James looked at him, Confused a little and timid.

"and you pretty boy always following the crowd can't you think?"

Okay really? The dudes sounding like Gustavo. I hear enough of that loud mouth I don't need this jerk.

He finally came to me. Getting redder the more he came closer. I simply cocked an eyebrow up and smirked. I knew what was coming I didn't care.

"and you, you're the reason I'm in therapy"

"well pardon me I thought it was your obsession with Pie?" I pokes his nose still smirking.

The guys stared at us.

Bitters went red. Almost as red as Gustavo, scratch that AS red as Gustavo.

I shrug and walked away.

"I'll fix it later Bitters"

We left him in the dust screaming to the sky.

Everyone was pumped when we got back to the apartment. James looked at me his Hazel eyes shining.

"what?" I said smiling at him.

He simply shrugged and smiled back "oh nothing, just the way you were back there"

I did an eyebrow wiggle. "what'ya me Jamers?"

"I dunno, you were. Cocky. It's cute"

Whoa whoa whoa. Cute? What the?

I stood outside the door way with James having an "awkward turtle" moment. But to be honest, I kinda liked it.

For a moment I got lost in his eyes. Deep pools of brown surrouned by shining green.

He has beautiful eyes.

To be honest I had no idea what was coming over me.

Love?

No, it can't be.

I can't be in love with….with…..James, could I?

James broke the silence.

"so we should probably get inside now"

"yeah….yeah, lets"

Me and James started for the door at the same time…..and at that moment are hands touched. And I didn't want to let go.