Song- Black Keys

Artist- The Jonas Brothers

Disclaimer: I don't own iCarly or anyone in it.

No. No. It can't be, he can't be. I have to go. I think I'm gonna be sick.

"Sam wait!" I hear Carly's faint shaky voice in the background. I want to turn around. But my feet won't let me. I need to be alone right now. I walk out of Bush Well Plaza into the cool Seattle breeze.

She walks away

The colors fade to grey

Every precious moment's now a waste

I look around and spot my car. I walk over, stare into the passenger's seat and suddenly I see his frightened face. Begging me to slow down. Me throwing my head back in laughter, calling him a pansy. Damn. I shake my head, knowing that'll never happen again. I walk around, open the door, since he won't be there to be the stupid gentleman he always is and open my door, and get inside. I shut my eyes and refuse to let the tears fall. I really need to get out of here.

She hit's the gas

Hoping it would pass

The red light starts to flash it's time to wait

Damn. Red light. Usually I'd ignore it, but I could hear his voice telling me not to. Although I always ignored him while he was here, I decided to listen. I sit there and think about the last time I saw him. He taught me how to pay piano. Something I hated, but he really wanted me to learn, and those deep brown eyes are just to irresistible. I thought piano was for squares. Pointless. Not anymore.

And the black keys

Never looked so beautiful

And a perfect rainbow never seemed so dull

And the lights out

Never had this bright a glow

And the black keys

Were showing me a world I never would know

World I never knew

I drive to an old abandoned warehouse where he would bring me to learn. Looking around, everything looked so…new. Like I'd never been here before. I walk a little farther and see it. Sammie H. The nub named it. I thought it was stupid. Still do. I sit and stare at the keys. This all seems too new. Have I ever even been here before? What am I doing here? I hate pianos.

Flashback

"Sam! C'mon, don't' be so stubborn!"

"Look Fredweirdo, it's not goanna happen, I'm NOT learning how to play the piano!"

"Please Sammie, for me?" darn those irresistible eyes…

"…fine! But you owe me a ham!"

"Of coarse" he smiles that infamous Freddie Benson smile. We sit and he grabs my hands ever so gently, sending bolts of electricity up my arm. Breathing down my neck, making my heart flutter. This could be fun.

End Flashback

Oh. That's why I'm here. Him. My eyes fill to the brim with little drops of acid, begging to escape. I blink them away and put my fingers gently to the keys, as if they might break and crumble in my hands. I feel the sun come in though the little cracks in the ceiling, reminding me there's life out side these four walls. Although I wish there wasn't. I look up at the sky and smile. It reminds me of him. Never letting me know I was wrong. I was always wrong.

She hates the sun

Cause it proves she's not alone

And the world doesn't revolve around her soul (no)

She loves the sky

Cause it validates her pride

Never lets her know when she is wrong

I feel claustrophobic all of a sudden. Like the walls are trying to eat me alive. I play. Play like I never played before. It's not a song. It's not anything. It's everything. I play for Carly. I play for Spencer. Heck, I even play for his crazy mom. I play to breathe. I play for him. Out of nowhere, the room comes to life. Forgotten papers fly, fallen wood dances above my head, and the keys. Oh the keys. They've never looked so beautiful.

And the black keys

Never looked so beautiful

And a perfect rainbow never seemed so dull

And the lights out

Never had this bright a glow

And the black keys

Were showing me a world I never would know

World I never knew

No, yeah

The walls are speaking to me. They want me to give in. Give up. They want me to lose, to hurt, but I won't listen to them. He wouldn't want me to.

When the walls are closing in

Don't let them get

Inside of your head

Don't let them get

Inside of your head

Don't let them get inside of your head

Don't let them get inside

Cause the black keys

Never looked so beautiful

And a perfect rainbow never seemed so dull (oh)

And the lights out

Never had this bright a glow

And the black keys

Were showing me a world I never would know

World I never knew

The room calms down. The walls quiet. All is still. I hear footsteps behind me. They sound so faint it's a wonder I hear them at all. A familiar voice whispers my name.

"Sam…" I don't turn around fearing he might fade. He touches me oh so gently and I feel the electricity again. He kisses my cheek, and I could die. I stand and walk towards the door still not looking back. I know he wouldn't want me to. I hold the door and let a single lonely tear escape.

"Goodbye Freddie"