Chapter 1: Why Daddy
"I'm leaving!" Those words kept replaying in my head as I ran to my best friends house. He left and it was all her fault. I can still see the scene in my head with it replaying over and over again.
*flashback*
"Honey. I'm back from the meeting," my Daddy had said. My Mom had had one of her friends over and for some reason didn't want Daddy to see him. "Quickly! Out the window! I'll call you when he leaves again Baby I promise!" My Mom had whispered.
Baby? I thought. I thought she only called Daddy Baby.
"What the fuck is going on!" Daddy yelled.
"Oh Baby! He's just a friend, I promise. We were just talking and he tried raping me! I was going to call the cops but my cell phone was nowhere around. Please forgive me Baby, please." Mom was being raped? Didn't sound like it. Hmmmmm. I got up from my bed and went to my parents room. What I saw is something I never thought I ever would've seen.
"MOM!" I couldn't help it. My eyes began to tear up at the sight. "You're cheating on Daddy?" I could only whisper. "I thought you loved Daddy."
"So this is how you spend time when I'm away. You become a worthless little whore. Well you know what? You can go fuck every guy out there for all I care now. I'm leaving!"
WHAT!
"Daddy, no!" Oh my God! He can't leave. I can't lose my Daddy.
"I'm sorry Baby Girl. I'm not going to stay here and be cheated on by your slut ass of a mother." The tears began to fall right then and there. I can't lose my Daddy. I can't.
"Take me with you then Daddy! Please!" Oh my gosh. This can't be happening!
"Baby Girl, I would love to but I can't. I don't got custody of you."
"Who cares about custody Daddy. Please. I want to go with you! I don't want to be with Mom!"
"I'm sorry Baby. You can come visit soon , OK?" I ran out of the room before saying anything. I ran to my room I shared with my older brother Ethan.
I can't believe my Mother did that! She ruined my life! I fucking hate her. She's a bitch! I wish Daddy had custody of me and not her! Where's air when you need it? I can't breathe! I wish Ethan wasn't out. Wish he was here now and that Phoenix and Austin was older. I'm all alone now. Daddy gone. Ethan not here right now. Phoenix and Austin too young. Mom's a bitch.
And that's why I smile
It's been a while
Since everyday and everything has felt this right
And now you turn it all around
And suddenly you're all I need
The reason why I-I-I I smile
Jack! I forgot I was texting him!
Jack: Hello? Something wrong Jackie?
Jackie?
U there?
Let me know when you back (:
Me: So sorry Jack ): my Daddy left because of my mom :'( I hate her!
Jack: Omg im sorry Jackie why don't ucome and tell me what happened
Me: Aren't you dealing with Lil right now?
Jack: When aint I lol she also wants to see "her" Jay now but your mine not hers don't tell her though don't need her mad again
Me: Lol, I think I'm hers not yours boy. Might just tell her so you get all the trouble. ;)
Jack: Ugh u wouldn't dare
Me: Oh I would and you know it lol.
Jack: Ugh just get ur ass over here before I come and drag it here
Me: Ok ok ok. I'm coming. I love you best friend (:
Jack: I know u do who doesn't love me
Me: Aww, my best friend don't love me ):
Jack: Lol u know I love ya 2 best bud
Me: I'm not a bud! Ugh!
Jack: Then come on u get 10 min before u see me there
Me: Alright alright! I'm coming
Jack: Cya in a bit Jackie
Jack could always brightened my mood. I really do love him. I wish he would make my dream come true though. Like it would ever happen. He'll never ask me out and I'll have to find someone else. Maybe I could take Isaiah's offer up. He been asking me out since 2nd grade but I never felt that way about him. He's always been a brother and nothing else.
I open my window and jumped onto the tree. "Shoot!" I yelled-whispered. About fell. I slowly climb down and take off towards my crushes house. While I'm running there, I think about what happened. Why would she cheat on Daddy like that? How long has it been happening? I might never get to see him again! He helped me through the roughest times in my life. Like the time I was… Ugh, can't even think of it.
I climb over the fence and jump through his window. "Jack!"
"Shit!" I heard him yell.
"I tell Mommy! You say bad word!" I giggle because it's so adorable hearing Lil say that. She runs into the room yelling "Jay!" I bend down and pick her up. Gotta love 4 year olds.
"Well hey there Lil. Nice to see you."
"Jack say bad word!"
"No I didn't! Shut up Lilly!" Here comes Jack into the room now looking messy as heck. Yet sexy as always. That black hair which is every where like always. Mmmm. Those bright blue eyes make me wanna melt. Lips that I just wanna kiss and his slightly tanned skin. Mmmm….
"Yo Jackie. Fly your way back to Earth there." Uh-oh. I think I dazed out. Oops. I blink and see Jack there laughing his butt off. I stick my tongue out at him.
"I been here. Where have you been?" I put Lil down and run and hug him.
"I been on planet Jackie searching for their queen but couldn't find her."
"You idiot!" I say laughing.
" Let me go lay Lilly down and then you can say what happened ok?"
"Mhmm," I say sitting on his bed. He goes to pick Lil up and she runs away.
"Help me Jay!" Oh my gosh. Not this game again. "He going to put me in jail!" I pick up a giggling kid and set her on the bed next to me. What happened next was a shock to me. Jack wasn't fast enough at stopping and fell on top of me. Oh. My. Gosh. What I would do for us to be dating right now. I would freaking kiss those lips right now. This was so oh my gosh. I don't know what it was.
We stayed like that for probably 10 minutes till he jumped up saying "Sorry about that." My face had turned bright red.
"It's cool."
"You like Jay! You like Jay!" Lil was saying. I swore I heard Jack say "Shut up." He took her hand and led her to her room. Did he really like me too? So many questions were running through my head now.
"So. What happened." He sat next to me on the bed.
I explained everything that happened from the time my Daddy got there to the time I went into my room. I don't remember when I started to cry or when he put his arm around me and pulled me close to him. Whenever it happened, I'm glad it did..
"Oh Jackie. I'm sorry. Where was Ethan at the time?"
"P-p-p-part-t-ty." Ugh. Hate crying. I can barely talk. "Sh-sh-should-d-dn't we g-get sleep-p-p?"
"Yea I guess." He layed back and hugged me real quick then moved his arm. "You sure you want to go to school tomorrow?" School? Shoot. I forgot about it.
"N-not really."
"Then looks like we have a free day to ourselves." Ourselves? I don't know if I'll be able to live. A full day with just me and Jack. I could die! "Well, good night Jackie."
"Night Jack." I send a quick text to my Daddy before falling asleep.
Love you Daddy. I miss you already, wish you would come back.
