This is my first story and I don't know where I am going with this but I kinda have a clue.
Disc: I don't own Twilight nor the characters. Damn…I wish though!
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I woke up this morning with a feeling that something wasn't going to be right. I lazily walked to the master bathroom and turned on the light. My hair was a bird's nest and my eyes had bags under them. I brushed my teeth and wondered over to my daughters' room to wake her up.
"Hunny, time for school" I whispered, she started to move and her brown eyes fluttered open. She was a mix of her dad and me. Her big doe, brown eyes, eye lashes- that I wish I had, and the waviest copper hair, just like her father… I walked out to get dressed, so not ready for the first day of 13 year old middle schoolers who probably wouldn't take English if it was their choice.
I'm a normal woman, wife, a mother of the cutest girl you can possibly imagine yourself to have and the wife to the most charming, handsomest man possible. I'm Bella Cullen, wife to Edward Cullen. Edward and I met back in UW when I was studying to become a middle school English teacher and he was studying in business…
Flashback
I was rushing on my way to class when I knocked into some asshole, which didn't even bother to see if I was okay. I was in a rush and that asshole was just not helping.
"Thanks!" I yelled. "Jerk", I muttered after.
I could feel tears starting to swell up in my eyes, I was so late, and to stop it all off, it was finals.
"Hey, let me help you"
Some guy with dark jeans squatted down to start picking up my papers.
"Thanks, this guy knocked right into me, he didn't even…" I stopped talking when I looked up at this man's face. He had the craziest bronze hair I've ever seen and the deepest emerald eyes I've ever seen…
God he's fucking hot.
"Uh… Hi! I'm Bella-Bella Swan", I took my hand out and shook his.
"Edward Cullen. Pleasure".
" Do you have a girlfriend?" I spurted out. What the hell was I thinking? I started to shake wondering if he was going to run away.
"No. What are you doing tomorrow night?"
Fuck yea.
End Flashback
From that moment I knew that I'd hit the jackpot. Since then, we were inseparable. After a 2 years he proposed, a month after that I was pregnant with Sadie. I've never been so in love with a man before in my life. He always cared about what I had to say and was always by my side one hundred percent. We made such a good couple it made everyone jealous. And I loved it so much. But just lately I fee like we've grown apart.
"Mommy! Mommy! Look what I made you!" , she was starting kindergarten today and she apparently was so excited! I wonder where Edward is.
She sat down on my bed, while I tried to figure out the garter I was wearing under my pencil skirt. I hope Edward likes what I picked out at Victoria Secret. Maybe this time I can get his attention away from work. It's been way to long since he's fucked me like a wild caged woman. The plate was filled with a of smashed up pancakes and watery scrambled eggs. "Thanks sweetheart. Did daddy help you?"
"No! I asked him to but then his phone rang." Edward is always on his phone. During dinner, breakfast, outings with the family... Alice always asks what's up but I always tell her that it's important calls from work and that he's trying to get this new deal that will help the company. Following in his fathers footsteps in the family construction company has always been a accomplishment in his life. I knew it hurt Sadie, seeing her father always on phone calls, never spending any time with us, always out of the house from morning to night, he was spending less time with us then he was before.
Sadie and I ran downstairs after eating my ever so interesting breakfast meeting a very angry Edward sitting at the kitchen table.
His head was in his hands and he was saying "Shit" over and over. "Hun, something wrong?" I asked as I picked up Sadie and bounced the heavy 5 year old in my arms.
"The dumb assistant I just hired wrote down the wrong time for my meeting this morning and I missed a very important deal." He shot right up, grabbed his briefcase, turned to kiss me and Sadie on the cheek and muttered "Have a good day. I won't be back in time for dinner; I gotta do some damage control."
He left the room slamming the door shut.
"Sadie, are you ready for school?"
"Yes mommy." She mumbled. I could tell by the look on her face that Edward leaving was hurting her.
"Hey, sunshine…I'll fix you up a bowl of cereal, take you to school, and get you the new Barbie that you've earned."
She turned to me, gave me a kiss on my nose and yelled, "Thanks mom! You're the best. I can't wait to tell all my new friends today!"
I fixed her up a bowl of cereal, watched her eat, put on my shoes and grabbed the keys. On the key hanger I noticed that Edward left his phone by the island in the middle of the kitchen. Four missed calls, I wonder who'd be calling at 7:30 am with such urgency.
"Mommy are you ready? I don't want to be late. Aunty Alice said that princesses are never late."
"For once she's right. Let's go!"
We ran to the car, and drove to Sadie's school. I went through the school's student drop off and a woman with blonde hair opened the door. "Hi, I'm Mrs. Rosalie McCarthy. And you are?" she reached for my daughters hand.
" I'm Princess Sadie."
"Sadie. Manners." I said.
"Sadie Cullen." She corrected
"Sadie Cullen. Your one of my students. It's very nice to meet you. Are you ready to start your first day of kindergarten?"
"Yup."
"Mrs. Cullen. It's very nice to meet you. I will be looking forward to seeing you at the first parent-teacher night." Right, parent-teacher night, I forgot.
"Mrs. McCarthy. Take care of my little girl. Make sure she uses her manners, she always forgets."
"DO NOT!" she yelled. "See? Mothers always right. "That shut her up. Sadie kissed me one last time before she took Rosalie's hand and walked into the cafeteria doors.
I drove to work, walked into my classroom and looked up at the roster of the teenagers that will soon be dreading 6th grade English. I wrote my name on the chalkboard and awaited the longest day of my life.
After school I went to pick up Sadie and dropped her off at Alice's house for a sleepover. A couple weeks ago I dropped Sadie at Alice's while I had to do some last minute school planning. Alice was Edwards sister. Since the day we've meet Alice and I have always been close. Practically sisters. She's feisty and is not afraid to speak her mind.
I dropped off Sadie and stopped for minute to speak to Alice. She turned to me and frantically said, "You better fuck the shit out of my brother. His piss ass attitude that he brings here is starting to get on my nerve."
"I know what you mean Alice. It's all day and after. It's always a business call and weird emergencies throughout the day and night. I wonder where he goes. If he's really going to work, after he just got out of work. Sometimes I think it's just me. Maybe I've been a slug in bed. "
"I don't know Bella. Let's go to the mall and see what we can get that can make the kitty purr."
"Gross Alice. But your fucking right. I'm tired of it. Let's go to the mall. Fuck school I can go later." We went to the mall in Seattle and went to almost every Victoria Secret in search for perfect outfit for Edward.
I remembered that I still had that pick striped bag up in my closet. I haven't worn it. And I was planning on it tonight while Sadie was at Alice's for the night.
I got home into our kitchen thinking of what to eat. This whole day seemed extremely lonely and made me realize again that for the millionth time I missed Edward lately. We haven't been intimate in a while. He always complained that he was tired and that he had to wake up early. Yea yea yea asshole I remember.
I saw the phone that he had left on the counter and flipped it open, four missed calls. All from someone named Jessica.
Jessica Jessica Jessica. Why did that name sound familiar? Jessica Stanley? Edwards old assistant?
I threw it out of my head and headed upstairs. I saw a note on the bed..from Edward.
Bella,
I saw the look on Sadie's face before I left.
I'm going to come home early to be with my two favorite girls.
Let's do take-out?
Edward.
Weird. I thought I told him that Sadie was going over to his sisters house. I'll just remind him about it when he comes home. Maybe it's the perfect time for seducing him.
I went to my closet and gathered up that little pink striped bag and took out the sexy little number that will finally get me laid from my husband. I took a shower, threw on a kimono robe that Edward got me for Christmas last year and headed downstairs to make my husband's favorite.
I cut up some chicken and potatoes and rice and threw it in a huge cooking pan and baked that son on a bitch. I was feeling particularly chipper as I thought anxiously about Edwards big hands all over my body. He was always such a gentle man during sex. I loved the way he just cherished my body. But at times, and he always knew when, when I just wanted to fuck him raw.
I sat watching TV in our room while I waited for Edward. And boy it felt like the longest wait of my life. I don't know why, and I couldn't put my finger on it, but I felt like I was a virgin about to be deflowered from her low life, no future, bum of a boyfriend. Edward was none of those things, sure he was thick headed and stubborn, but he'd always been the best man I've ever met.
He's kind, caring, thoughtful and so amazingly handsome. I wanted tonight to be perfect. As the hours went on, I put on makeup, checked up on the chicken, slipped into my lingerie and put on my robe again and sat to watch TV while waiting for him to come home.
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So what do you think? I'll try to put more to the story. Its my first and I'm a little rough I don't normally write stories..tell me some ideas. You're the reader I wanna make you happy!
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