My Life 1/

My Life 1/?

By Maki

Warnings- Angst, may need Kleenex, Language.

A/N- Don't own it, wish I did.

By the way, this is for Kate aka digitally obsessed, a fellow author and friend that has given me support during my many writer's blocks. Arigato Kate!

This part is written in first person.

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I haven't told anyone yet. How can I? How can I tell my family and my friends that I'm dying? I can't do this! I can't just sit here and wait for death! What kind of shit is this? Haven't I been through enough?

Guess not.

I have been sitting in my dorm room for hours now, trying to think of what to do, something, anything. My last year of college and now I find out that I'm dying. God!

Is there even a God? I have to wonder.

I need my friends, I need my family. Yet I don't want to burden them with this. It's been so long since I have seen the old gang, after high school we all went our separate ways, except for Mimi, who moved to America soon after we got back from the Digiworld.

Well, I sigh to myself. Guess this came at a good time. Yeah right. It's Christmas break and I'm leaving tonight to go back home. I don't know how to tell them, or how they'll react when I do.

Guess I should get ready.. I stand and stretch hearing my spine pop loudly in protest to my inactivity that day and make my way to the bathroom to grab my toothbrush. I stop and look up into the mirror and frown. My face is blotchy and tear stained and my eyes are more red then their usual vibrant blue. My cheeks are sunken in, making me look as though I have lost quite a bit of weight. One look and they are going to know something is up.

I quickly turn on the faucet and splash some cold water on my face hoping that will help and grab my bathroom belongings and leave the bathroom without a second look.

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A/N- OK I know this is horribly short, but before I went on I need to know if there is any interest in this fic or should I give up on this one. Please R&R. Arigato!