I will Find my Love Chapter 1 You love me?
I hope you all like the first chapter of my first fan fiction. You don't find out the main plot of the story until like the fourth chapter. But hang in there. Hope you like it. Got plenty more coming on the way. Sorry for any spelling or grammar problems I and my spell check missed.
Cassie/Bella 3
Bella's POV:
I turned my head to look at Edward. His bronze hair was very disheveled. I mean it was even more of a mess then it usually was. Edward hasn't changed much over the years that I've known him. Well sure I mean he has gotten older. His jaw has squared out, his neck thickened, and he lot all of his childish roundness. But he still looked a lot like he did the first I met him. I can still remember like it was yesterday. I was finally turning seven years old. Me, my mother Renee, and my father Charlie had just moved to a small rainy town called Forks. We had decided that since we weren't unpacked and organized that we wouldn't celebrate my birthday at home. So they decided to take me to build a bear then out to dinner. I was having a ball and enjoying myself in build a bear very much. Then I saw my mom leaving the shop. Being as young as I was I freaked out. I dropped my bear an ran after her. I ran after her for a very long time till we were far away from build a bear. I finally caught her and rapped my arms around her legs. My mommy looked down at me. But she wasn't smiling she usually does. She was frowning. My mother looked like she was about to scream at me so I let go. That was when I realized that this women was not Renee. I just stood there wide eyed like a dear in headlights. The realization kicked I was a small seven year old girl all alone in a very crowded mall. I sat down on a bench and began to cry. I soon felt someone's arm rap around shoulder. It didn't feel like and adults arm not it was much to small. I looked up to see who it was. And there sitting next to me was the most beautiful little boy I have ever seen. He had gorgeous green eyes staring at me full of concern. Messy bronze hair. And when he saw I was staring at him the most beautiful crooked smile spread across his face. He then took his free hand and wiped away my tears. I smiled back at him.
"Hi I'm Edward." he said still looking at me with concern.
"Hi" I sniffled "I'm Bella."
"Bella that is a very pretty name." Edward breathed.
"So Bella what's wrong?" he asked suddenly looking troubled.
I managed sniffle out my story without crying. Edward just nodded. He truly looked like he felt sorry for me. Just the thought that this strange beautiful boy cared sent butterflies through my stomach.
"Oh no"he murmured.
"What?"I asked. But before he could answer a very worried looking women came running up to us. She began to lecture Edward about how running off was not a good idea. She finally noticed me after about a minute of her lecturing. I just looked at her and smiled shyly.
"Mommy this Bella...Bella this is my mommy but you can call her Esme." he introduced us.
"Hi." was all I could manage.
Me and Edward quickly told her the story of how I became lost. Esme soon became almost as concerned as Edward was for me. The three of then decided that we would set off together to find my parents. The whole time we bustled through the mall looking for my mom Edward held my hand. After about and hour we finally found my parents. Renee, Esme, and Charlie all began to talk. Me and Edward became bored so we occupied ourselves by playing games.
"Edward" Esme's soft voice rang out."It's time to go home."
"NO!!" Me and Edward both shouted at the same time.
We both became fussy and the parents explained that they had exchanged numbers and we would have a play date soon. And sure enough we did. Are play dates became more frequent and me and Edward became best friends. We are seventeen now. We have been through almost everything together. When my parents split and my mom left Edward was there for me. When his mom Esme and his dad Carlisle began adopting more kids I was there for him. But soon his family was my family and my family was his family.
His family was great Alice his and my favorite out of all his brothers and sisters was great. She was the only true girlfriend I had. When I started pmsing every month thats who Edward passed me off to. When a guy broke with me Edward bashed his face in and Alice comforted me.
His and my second favorite was Emmet. Emmet was big burly and he was like the big brother I never had. Everyone loved because of his sense of humor. He made everything funny. He messed up a lot to which was even funnier.
Of course then there was Jasper very shy. And Rosalie god she was a bitch. But I loved her and she was unbelievably beautiful.
"Bells wake uppppppp. BELLS!"
I sat straight up on the coach. I looked around to see the faces of the Cullens staring at me with pure curiosity in there eyes. I began to giggle uncontrollably. But the look didn't leave there eyes.
"What?" I demanded.
"Bella you were talking in your sleep again." Edward stated like it was obvious.
"Ok Eddie no big deal I talk in my sleep all the time."I said. I didn't get the reaction I was hoping for. He didn't get mad like he usually does when I call him Eddie. He still had that look of curisosity in his eyes. They all did.
"What did I say?"I asked now becoming very nervous.
"I'm not sure you want to know." Alice said looking nervous as well.
"WHAT!?!?" I yelled now I was getting pissed.
They all paused for a long time and then they looked at Edward . I heard him let out a small sigh.
I studied his features. Still the same Edward. Beautifully untidy bronze hair. The crooked smile was on his face now. His gorgeous green eyes brought me back to reality. They always showed his emotions. And in his eyes I read giddy, uncertain, surprised, and most of all he was nervous. I then focused all my attention on what my beautiful best friend was about to say.
"Um...Bella." he said sounding uncertain.
"Yes Eddie."
"You said you loved me."
All of a sudden I couldn't breath I've ruined everything I have with him. He now knows my deepest and darkest secret. Will he still want to be my friend? Does he feel the same way? Will my love frighten him. What I am I going to do? Most of all what have I done?
I hope you guys liked it. My first try writing anything ever. Even in school. We don't write in school. Don't be to harsh. REVIEW!!! Review and you get the next chapter.
Cassie/Bella 3
