A/N-ZOMG! ZEMYXXXX XD haha i love this couple and you guys are gonna hate me for some of the events that are gonna happen. but i hope you love it all the same. Its gonna be sad,funny,joyful at many times.Also I was gonna make it a one-shot but decided to make it a two-shot or a three-shot(would that be what i could call it? idk.

-Letters To Him-

A Zemyx Story

Summary:-2 or 3-shot. Demyx Finds letters layoung around Zexion's apartment after his death. Zexion wrote them for Demyx yet never intended for him to view them. Yaoi.Zemyx

Disclaimer: Dont own It beliongs to the bastards at disney && Square enix who refuse to trade it for pocky...come on who does love pocky. AFI also doesnt belong to me...but i wish Jade did...

Chapter One:

Discovery

-Demyx's POV-

I walk into the apartment,HIS apartment,after his funeral. I wish this didnt happen. this isnt what today was supposed to be. it was supposed to be our anniversary...Not his burial.

I look in his bedroom and walk in,holding back the tears. I look at the bed. and recall several moments.Whether intimate or..just funny. We would talk a lot. I brought out a side of him no one knew. A talkative side. A social side. A emotional side.I loved him...I wish he was here

I walk into his closet,pull out a box. 'Demyx' it read. "HEY! thats me!"I say out loud. I pick up the first piece of paper and unfold it.

To:Demyx 07/10/05

I dont know why I'm writing this,you probaly won't ever read it.Unless I die before you,I hope not.I dont know what you would do. Today's Six months. I'm about to go see you after I write this letter. Surprise you with a really nice and expensive dinner. I hope you like it. I don't think I've ever been so happy with someone,ever,Nor this comfortable. You see a side of me I don't show to other people.You just bring it out. Probaly because of your hyperness. It's so adorable.

I really dont think I've ever said this to anyone before Demyx,But, I love you. I always will, I promise. I will always be with you. Never leave you alone. I want you to know that. Even if my body isnt here. My soul and my heart will be with you always(not literalaly my heart...)

The great thing about loving you,is i know you love me too,and it's amazing,your such a wonderful person. How you chose someone like me is above my head.but it doesnt matter. Your still amazing in every way.Wow. I don't think I even talk to you like this. It's strange. It must be love. It has to be.

Well,Your probaly getting worried so I have to go.If I'm late you'll later on know why.

I love you,

Zexion

P.S...I rememeber the night we met..the song that was on..it was Silver && cold by A.F.I...

I still love that quote 'Your sins into me,Oh my beautiful one, Your sins into me,oh oh,As a raptourus voice escapes I will travel in prayer,and I'll beg for forgiveness,Your sins into,Your sins into me,Oh my beautiful one'

I will always dedicate that quote to you.

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Oh..my..god. I never knew he felt so strongly.Shit. I'm getting the paper wet with my tears.Wow. I miss him so much. I still love him,I always will. No one can EVER replace his place in my heart,As he said he will always be with me,no matter what I know it. Thats why..I love him so much.

-Fin-

A/N: Do you hate me yet? Please say no. I know Its sad to see zexion dead. but still it just randomly popped into my head. Well i hope you like it. More,DemyxXZexion memories when we return in chapter 2 XD oh and i know i always promise this,but it WILL be longer...

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