I stood there looking at my lifeless body, as I moved around the room. The large area was crowed with my family and many doctors trying to get to me to make sure that I was okay. My mother Janie, sat in a chair next to my bed that made me seem more frail and child-like. All of the machinery that I was hooked up to began to go quite for what seemed like the tenth time that day. I was fighting, because I wanted to stay. It was not my time to go. I was not ready to leave my family behind nor the life I had just started. But yet my body seemed to give up. My mind telling me it was time to go. The room grew even more crowed while i was plunging into darkness. Fading ever so gently in to peace.

I suddenly awoke from my nightmare as i sat up and gulped for air. Nothing was right. I was not in my comforting bed in my small cozy room. Instead I lay in a very uncomfortable hospital bed in a large room full of beeping machines. From the corner of the room i could see movement, not much, but it was still enough. In a makeshift chair/bed lay my best friend Lissa covered in a heavy-looking blanket. I tried to open my mouth to speak her name but noting came out except for a little gurgle noise. I looked down to see a tube coming out of my mouth and leading to a ventilator that seemed to keep me breathing. But how? I was breathing on my own just fine the last time i checked. I went through a mental list of all the things that could have cause this, then i remembered. I tried and failed to slam my fist as hard as i could into the rock hard bed but nothing but a little thud escaped from the bed. I looked up to see a startled and frantic Lissa jumping up and grabbing anything she could hold in her small hands. When she saw that I was awake and was fully amused she dropped the emesis basin and ran to my side. But not before pressing the call button. She frantically asked me questions that did not even remotely make sense or even answer. Right at that moment the door burst open with doctors scurrying about the room checking the monitors as another doctor came up to me and told me to lie down while pushing my shoulder for a little help. I tried to resist her little push but I winced as pain shot through my abdomen and did as i was told. For the next few hours the doctors keep me on a ventilator just to make sure that my breathing was normal. In that time period I slept because i had nothing else to do, as i could not ask questions. When they finally took the ventilator out i started rambling on and on about nothing in particular. It was just good to be able to move my mouth and actually have words come out of it. Lissa was sitting in a chair but now sat on my bed beside me trying to calm me down. When i was finally calm enough to speak full sentences that made since we had a conversation.

"What happened to me", i asked in a whisper.

" Well, we were driving home when some idiot pulled in front of us and you slammed on your breaks, but not before hitting the side of his vehicle, which made you eject from the car throwing you a full 40 yards before hitting the ground." Lissa said in one long breath.

" Are you okay?"

"I'm fine Rose... I did break my arm and had a major concussion but they are healed now."

" How long was i out", i asked between clenched teeth preparing myself for whatever it is that she had to say.

" Rose?" she said with a gentle tone, witch made me even more scared for the answer that was lingering on her lips. " You were in a coma... You've been out for more than three months. I thought i had lost you Rose. You stopped breathing. You... You were dead...," she was talking oh so softly while tears cascade down her red puffy eyes. Now that I could fully see her, her eyes were surrounded by puffy eye bags telling me she had not slept in a while. A long while.

" I'm not dead Lissa, I'm right here." I said as I pulled her in for a hug. I winced as more pain shot through my abdomen and now from my arm. She pulled away quickly and looked me in the eyes.

" Rose, I am so sorry... I didn't save you... It was my fault... I should have been driving... I...I...", More tears started falling as she was rambling on and on. All i did was hug her tighter and whisper " No, Lissa, This not your fault. You did not do this." Over and over again until I felt her breathing even out while sleep won her over. I sat there for a while just holding her and whispering for her to stay asleep and to not worry. This worked for about an hour before the door opened and shut quite loudly. Lissa jumped in my arms trying to free herself from my grasp. I let her go and she made her way to the very small chair bed that had been made for her. I was wondering who had came in when all of a sudden a face poped up right in front of mine.

" Hey, Rosie!"

" Ugh", I sighed in frustration.

" Well, nice to see you too!" He said with a sarcastic smirk playing on his lips.

" What do you want Christian." i asked sighing heavily.

" I just came by to say Hello to my Favorite person", He said while looking over at Lissa with a smile plastered on his face. Lissa was red from the blush that came rushing to her face. " Well if you two are going to be all lovey dovey get out of my freaking room!" saying while i pointed to the door Christian had just come from. Lissa got up and started for the door when I called her name. She spun around and walked up to me " Yes, Rose?" " Will you get my mom for me? I'd like to see her..." I said with hopefulness in my voice. Lissa looked uncomfortable at the mention of my mothers name. I looked at her sternly, " What?" i practically yelled at her to answer my question i had been asking in my head. " She... She... Shes not here... She hasn't been her since you went into a coma..." I then burst into tears while my legs curled up to my chest. I wanted my mom more than anything else right now and she wasn't here. She was never here when I needed her. As a child it was the same. I should have expected that but right now i just wanted her to hold me and tell me everything was going to be okay. That we would get through this together. Lissa wrapped her arms around me and and whispered to me that everything is going to be okay while rocking me back and forth. After my little episode Lissa and Christian left me to sleep while they went home and got some rest them selves. Every now and then a doctor or two would come in to make sure that I was doing okay before making a run for the door for being called down for someone else in need. When two o'clock came around i pushed the call button because I wanted food. A nurse by the name of Sydney came in a while later with a cup. Noting but a freaking cup. What was in it was a glob of mushed up food of a sort. She gave me an apologetic smile " I'm sorry ma'am but this is all that you can have right now. If you have solid food it can possibly hurt you and may cause more bad than good." As she handed me the cup of grossness. I took the cup from her and hesitantly put it to my mouth. I took a small sip that turned into a large gulp as I tasted the food. It was jello, in a freaking cup! I gulped down the rest not taking my time as the nurse smiled with amusement. She then got up and made sure my vitals were doing good before writing down stuff on a clipboard i hadn't notice her walk in with. After that she said goodbye and told me is should get some sleep before she shut the door softly behind her. I lay back down on to my uncomfortable bed to clothes my eyes when I herd the door open again. I was getting frustrated with all the the people coming in and out of my room that I yelled WHAT from the top of my lungs. When I saw who it was I froze.

Authors Note: Yes this chapter is quite short but i will update as soon as I can! I am also sorry that I am cliffhanging you guys... For who ever is reading this anyway. I do hope that you guys like it so far as this is my first Fan Fiction EVER! Please leave me a review of what you think and i will get back to you guys A.S.A.P It makes my day to see you guys enjoy my story or even comment on it!