A/N- This is a little piece which popped into my head today while I was listening to a song by Poets of War. I realise that I might get some flak for how this ends but I do plan to write a Naomily story which will be happier.

Naomi looked around the front room and smiled sadly to herself, this room used to be full of such laughter. Of course that all changed when Emily found out, when she found out what Naomi had done. Reaching over to the table she picked up the glass of Vodka she had poured herself and took a drink from it, closing her eyes in satisfaction as the alcohol burned down her throat. As she placed the glass back down on the table her fingers grazed the plastic bottle that was on it as well. Briefly a flicker of fear crossed the blonde's face as she temporally backed down from the action she had planned to carry out. Shaking her head Naomi sat back and sparked up her last spliff. She knew that what she was going to do was for the best, she wasn't any use to anyone any more. Katie didn't want to know her, although that was the same as usual, Effy and Freddie were too wrapped in themselves to care about her, Cook had problems of his own to deal with and Emily? Emily hated her, despised her in fact. Not that the blonde could blame her for it, after all she'd cheated on her, she was the one who'd destroyed their relationship.

"Better this way!" Naomi muttered to the empty room and house. There was no love left in their relationship and so no love left in this house. Naomi couldn't stand it any more, couldn't stand the punishment, the silences which were worse then when they talked.

Taking a deep breath Naomi stubbed out the spliff before taking her mobile out and writing a final text to Emily, stating simply that she would always love her. Turning off her phone Naomi picked open the plastic bottle and opened it, tapping a number of the pills it contained onto her hand. She set the bottle down and picked up her glass of Vodka, she tossed the pills into her mouth and quickly and drank from her glass, feeling the tablets wash down her throat. It was done, there was little anyone could do now. Naomi stood up, swaying on her feet slightly, a mixture of weed, Vodka and sleeping pills affecting her quickly. Moving into the kitchen she leant heavily against the side as she picked a knife out of the drawer. "Best to be sure.." Naomi slurred as she stumbled over to the kitchen table and sat down. Her eyelids drooped as she laid an arm out on the wooden table and managed to slide the sharp knife across it twice before dropping it to the floor with a crash. Thanks to the spliff Naomi only felt a dull throbbing sensation in her wrist as blood spurted out of the cuts, already beginning to stain the wooden table. Naomi felt her head getting heavier and lowered it slightly as the colour drained from her world. She giggled as she her blood, one of the only things retaining it's colour, seeing the colour red and reminding her of her own true love. How ironic, the last colour I'll see and it's red...if there is a god then he's got a fucked up...sense...of...humour. It funny really, the power the her love for the red head had over her, after all she was killing her so Emily could truly move on with her life.

Naomi became dimly aware that the front door opened and closed.

"Naomi? Emily?" She heard Effy's voice and used all her strength to look up just as the brunette entered the room. The blonde took a bit of satisfaction as she watched one of best friend's jaw drop. "Naomi! What the fucks going on! All the blood.." Effy trailed off as Naomi just smiled in satisfaction.

"I'm letting Ems move on with her life Ef, letting everybody move on." Effy's eyes widened and she rushed to the sink, grabbing a towel and hurrying back to the blonde. She pressed the towel against Naomi's bleeding wrist, the white towel instantly soaked up the blood but did nothing to stem the flow.

"Naomi you can't! How's this going to help anyone!"

"It's too late Effy, too late for anything. Tell my mum...tell I'm sorry." Naomi smiled a final time and leant down, planting a soft kiss on Effy's forehead before she allowed her eyes to close. She felt strange all of a sudden, detached from her surroundings. As if over a great distance she heard Effy cry out her name. She let out a sigh and let herself drift away into a dreamless sleep, happy in the knowledge that everyone else could be happy at last.

A/N- please let me know what you think of it, even if it's just to slam on me for killing Naomi