Warning: OOC, Fast Paced, First Person POV, wrong grammar, some words might get confusion,
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They went out but didn't invite me. They said I was too busy with my boyfriend that they couldn't disturb me. But in reality I was just working for days getting into my passion madly and I haven't seen him for three days. A little hi or hello would be sufficient but my friends can't even do that. The man who supposedly to be my boyfriend went out of the country which I don't know where. Asami went to a business trip, a trip I refused to go with. And I regret not taking the invitation. Telling myself how stupid I was.
Drowning my jealousy over my friend's uploaded pictures on the social media contradicted my current situation. Curled up on our bed absorbing the quietness of the damn room. Asami was scheduled to be home tomorrow at 10 in the morning which was quiet far from the current time, 9pm.
"I can't take more hours feeling like this". I tried taking some proper clothes the crime lord bought me but I couldn't bring myself to go out and enjoy the night. Removing the clothes, I was once again me. Plain t-shirt and a boxer – not a printed one. I wish I could get horny to release these frustrations but without Asami, I just could not get hard. The feels were too strong for a simple self made pleasure. I want Asami's hands, his warm big hands, moving on my length stroking it up and down while teasing on my ear whispering embarrassing words that he only could make effect to me, biting off my skin leaving marks I ranted about, yet even with all the wants, Asami was still not here.
I tried calling him but I always got directed to his mail voice. Pretty serious meeting must be. He leaves emails though. But I am his lover, I should be above on his list of priorities or maybe I am not that important to him. Maybe to him I am just a fuck whore with little higher than the rest. But for me, Asami is... Asami. The person behind my reason that I am willing to be pushed down to the pits of hell just for him. I am willing to do anything. Even to leave my family and friends. They never gave me importance anyways. Just like tonight. They didn't even bother to invite me. To ask me. What I am? A display?
"Asami..."
This withdrawal was getting out of hand.
The loneliness I was having kind of wrecked me. I was getting envious over everything my friends are doing right now. How can they conclude that I am fucking happy at the moment without my boyfriend filling me up? They changed the moment I declared that I am dating a yakuza. They once said that I was freaking lucky that my ass was getting pump with his dick and with his money. That was insulting nearing to walk out on them but I didn't. I was so down at that time even when they took it back saying it was all but a joke. Well, all jokes are half meant so I pretended that it didn't matter. But it does. It really really does. It ate whole of my self confidence which made me stayed on the bed for days. I was so devastated the crazy bastard noticed it. He comforted me of course with a mind blowing sex afterwards. I couldn't stand for two days because of him but that I didn't regret. I was actually happy because he was there the whole time when I was feeling down. However, this time he was not here. I, his lover/whore/pet or whatever that is to him because he never mentioned one, is feeling down and I can't pick myself up. He may toss me away if ever he finds out that I am getting out of hand to handle. He once told me that he chose me because of the fire I had but with the situation, the fire he mentioned was getting washed off. Just thinking of Asami leaving me made me hard to breathe. He was the last person I didn't want to lose.
Brushing off the crazy thoughts I stood up.
I roamed our room, to every corner that I can place my touch but still I couldn't shake the damn loneliness. I am depressed. Yes. And I needed someone to cheer me up. To remove the emotions eating my mind.
Then I saw a box.
On his closet under the 8th shirt which was folded nicely.
It was small but not too small. When I opened it there were some red capsules. Nothing on it just the capsules. It was like a jelly thing rounded firmly. It was beautiful, I thought. "I never had seen this one like this." It brought life for me at the moment. And it smelled nice.
I looked at the clock, "10:01pm too early for a lonely man."
Without prior knowledge, I placed one inside my mouth and waited for the taste to fill up inside. It was sweet a rose taste or something. It was weird tasting rose inside my mouth but I couldn't spit it out. It was like my tongue suddenly craved for it. While wasting the capsule like a candy, I suddenly felt the temperature went high. I stood up not letting go of the box on my hand I traveled to the nearest AC to check if it was turned on. And it was.
"Weird." I said.
My body felt suddenly hotter that I removed my shirt not wanting the sweat it may get.
Then I noticed my own length. So hard I can't ignore. I got confuse coz I didn't remember having a boner out of nowhere. I placed my hand on it surrounding it using my palm. Damn hot I would say. I tried moving my hand once again to sooth the hotness but it was a wrong move. It was so painful I landed on my knees.
I swallowed the lump on my throat after fixing my fallen self. And my mouth went dry.
I searched for a drink but my knees were too weak to travel to the kitchen. Crawling crossed my mind but when I tried my length would touch the floor and made myself miserable. My vision was getting blurry but the only thing mattered at the moment was my length and my dried mouth. I placed two of my fingers inside my mouth to pull out the saliva I needed. I never thought my fingers was that delicious that I heard my own moans. I placed my hand on my throbbing head again to give attention which I noticed that it turned red. A color of a angry one. A growled echoed the room not getting what I wanted.
I quicken the pace but all I could pull off was a pre-cum. It was not enough and will never be but I tried to make up of it. The liquid it produced was used for my aching entrance. The two fingers on my mouth were shifted to my ass filling up another hole. My sides rubbed my fingers as I pushed it in and out. I lifted my ass on the air for me to access more yet it cannot give what I really wanted.
Remembering how Asami caressed me, I inhaled a vast of air for strength. I stood up letting my wet boxer hit the floor. With my nakedness, I went to Asami's room. Secret room to be exact. Occasionally he would bring me there for exploration but now, it will be all for me.
A little more buttons and the door opened.
Different things welcomed my presence.
If I went here a week ago, I would back off seeing the numbers of different things on each cabinet but now it'll be all my pleasure. My hand looked for something that might cover for Asami's shape. Disappointed for the result, my eyes searched elsewhere.
And I saw something quite attractive.
It was an oblong shape and it shined brightly like a polished metal or something. Letting out a grin I picked it up and without any second I placed it on my butt. The moan I released was near to the reaction I give whenever Asami's fingers scissors me.
It went inside smoothly and even with the preparation earlier, another sensation was brought in. The cold metal melted inside me burning my insides. I felt my own tightness but I went along with it. I lied down for my state could no longer support my body. Panting was the only thing I could do at the moment as I turned the remote up. The remote I found beside the thing. I saw Asami back then used it during one of our explorations and I remembered how I got embarrassed hearing my own responds whenever the yakuza put it on the highest number. The thing inside me vibrated savagely that weaken my present state. The remote slipped down from my grip as I was not expecting the result of it. Yet it was still enough. More it made my throbbing dick more painful than earlier. I could say that it was so angry I was neglecting it but the plug on my butt and the sensation on my front plus the unknown emotions inside got me jumbled I could no longer think straight.
My pants and moans were getting louder and not that I mind coz no one will hear anyways.
My length was getting pumped up by my hands that I could no longer control. It was my lust that took over my whole being that I could no longer remember why I was in the situation in the first place. I pressed the plug deeper as it was like mining inside me. And I am actually happy about it. I curved a smile as I let out the drooling that I could not also control.
"Asami..."
I called his name as I pleasure myself. My fingers, three, was going in and out of my entrance as I imagine it was Asami doing it. It lasted minutes but I still couldn't reach the climax I wanted.
The half opened eyes were forces to open as I saw something on the closet. Again.
It was long quite massive dick toy. A light blue in color.
"What a color..." I thought but then I saw my hand reaching for it. It may be the size I wanted but it was not still Asami's though without a second thought I placed it right to entrance and forced it inside. Shoving it like I cannot wait. The hissing sound echoed the room that I nearly doubt that it was from me. The toy was half through when I realized that the plug was inside doing its job...
"Of fuck. "
I tried pulling the toy out but I can't seem to control my hand that it done the opposite. Getting weaker, I went for the wall for support. I landed my back as I spread my legs wider. The view was astonishing I must say.
Hard rock cock of mine, with a dildo on my butt and a vibrator inside my ass. My pre cum was flushing out of my cock as I caress my seeker length. It was still aching and needed a thorough attention which ,I, could not give. It was only the crime lord that could pull something I can't imagine. And he was still hours away. It was only 30 minutes after I took the capsule but inside the secret room, it felt longer than that. And I don't know anymore.
My tears came down rushing from my eyes connecting with my emotions I felt. The burning sensation inside was too painful for me to burden alone and at the moment I could no longer know what actions to be done. I tried everything that could satisfy me yet the result was not nearing to the thing I wanted.
"And right now, all I wanted was you Asami." To be wrapped in your strong arms with your hands all over my body. Your breath under my ear. Your lips on mine and your tongue inside me.
And then, there was a figure on the door. A man in a three piece suit with his coat on his arm while he inhales from his cigarette that caught me while I was propelling my cock hard getting my hand numb as I push the toy further using my other hand.
With his intense stare I said,
"W—welcome home, Asami."
I don't know what came up to me and did this in the middle of examination week. (。´∀`)ノ
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