Title: Disappears, Soul Secret
Author: Haruka xHaruka17x@a...
Disclaimer: I don't own GW.
Pairing: 1x3(past), 1+3, 4+2
Rating: NC-17
Warning: OOC, AU, angst, sap
Notes: All song are from the great queen Madonna! lol Enjoy and Please R&R. Hope you enjoy!!
Heero and Trowa had been together for about a year or so after the war. Heero had changed quite a bit and was very happy and content with his lover Trowa. He was certain that Trowa felt the same way sense he had never complained, but Heero still made sure that Trowa and he had everything they needed. Heero turned towards Trowa who was sleeping next to him.
"I love you Trowa" He whispered, but he could never seem the be able to say so when his love was awake. Heero wrapped his arms around Trowa and fell asleep contentedly.
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Trowa was up early as usual, making breakfast for him and Heero as always. The beacon and eggs where filling the small but cozy apartment with its delicious aroma.
Heero smelled the great food and hurried to the kitchen, and wrapped his arms around his tall love as he placed his head atop of Trowa's shoulder and lightly kissed his neck.
"Good morning koi" Heero murmured.
"Morning" Trowa said lightly.
He served both of their plates and they sat for breakfast. Half way through, Trowa broke the silence.
"Heero?" He started. Heero didn't look up at him.
"Hm?" He said.
"Do you love me?" Trowa asked. Heero quickly looked up.
"Of course I do, why do you ask?" Heero suspiciously.
"You never say it, I always have but you never. I do a lot for you Heero, you refused to let me work because you want to take care of us and that's fine, I do your laundry, your dinners, lunches, breakfasts and anything else. All I've ever wanted from you was to hear you say those three words, is that asking to much?" Trowa said, obviously angry and annoyed.
Heero had never heard Trowa say so much, and be so angry, especially with him.
"No..." He answered. Trowa folded his arms and waited. Heero still didn't say anything after 5 minutes, he didn't know how to say it, it was so easy when Trowa was asleep. But now...the words couldn't come out.
"Trowa...I..." He murmured he couldn't say it. Without a word Trowa stood up and stormed out of the kitchen and to their room, Heero followed.
He found Trowa quickly dressing. Heero stood in the middle of the doorway, sporting a worried look.
"Where are you going?" He asked quietly. Trowa walked past him and headed for the front door.
"Out!" Trowa stated, slamming the door behind him.
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It was past 11pm, and Heero was getting quite worried, he was scared that Trowa would be hurt or something, he had been waiting all day for him. Now Heero was in bed waiting for him some more, Trowa was never out past 8pm. Heero was very worried, he had never ever seen Trowa so mad, and it what was worse, it was his fault.
Suddenly, he heard the front door.
*Trowa!* Heero thought as he quickly climbed out of bed and made his way to the livingroom, to find Trowa taking off his shoes.
"Your back...I was really worried, I thought something might of happened to you" Heero said, moving forward to hug him, but Trowa pushed past him, and made his way to the bedroom.
Heero found Trowa undressing for bed.
"Trowa, please don't be mad...I'm sorry, you know I would never hurt you...* Heero pleaded.
Trowa looked up at him, glaring. "Of course you wouldn't, not intentionally anyway."
Heero stepped back like he had been physically hit. He frowned in determination and made his way over to the bed. Trowa was already laying down and had his back to him.
Heero slipped in between the sheets and sat up, looking at his lover's back. He ruffly turned Trowa to his back and kisses him hard before he could protest. At first Trowa complied but then push him away.
"Don't" Trowa said firmly. As he turned back to his original position, Heero laid himself a top of him, and positioned himself between his legs. Trowa always slept nude and Heero loved that fact.
"What are you doing!?" Trowa protested, but Heero simply kissed him and entered him. Trowa gasped at the violation.
"Showing you" Heero stated. Meaning, no, he couldn't say the simple words but he wanted to show them. He kissed at every part of Trowa's body, gently he caressed, kissed and licked lovingly at Trowa's body, making him moan and gasp.
Heero pounded into Trowa, making him moan. After a few hours, Heero slipped out of Trowa and smiled down at him. Heero kissed Trowa more, who's arms wrapped around his neck, as one of Trowa's hands, played in his dark unruly mess of hair.
Moments later, they were both sound asleep.
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When Heero came to, its was noon, the sun was shining through his window. He smiled and turned to Trowa, but to his disappointment, Trowa wasn't in the bed.
*Hm...maybe he's making lunch.*Heero thought as he got up, showered, dressed and made his way to the kitchen. But again, no Trowa. *Where the hell is he...?* He walked into the kitchen and found a note, handwritten by Trowa. He picked it up and read it.
Dear Heero,
I'm sorry, but I can't stay with you, not anymore, you've always taken care of me, of us, but you can't tell me the three words I've been needing to hear my entire life. I love you Heero, this is the hardest thing I had the ever do, but I'm sorry...Good-bye, Heero Yuy, my love.
Trowa
"Trowa...?" Heero said out loud.
He quickly made his way to the bedroom. All of Trowa's belongings where gone, including his toiletries.
Realization hit him hard, once more. Trowa was gone. Really gone...his Trowa...his koi...
TBC
Author: Haruka xHaruka17x@a...
Disclaimer: I don't own GW.
Pairing: 1x3(past), 1+3, 4+2
Rating: NC-17
Warning: OOC, AU, angst, sap
Notes: All song are from the great queen Madonna! lol Enjoy and Please R&R. Hope you enjoy!!
Heero and Trowa had been together for about a year or so after the war. Heero had changed quite a bit and was very happy and content with his lover Trowa. He was certain that Trowa felt the same way sense he had never complained, but Heero still made sure that Trowa and he had everything they needed. Heero turned towards Trowa who was sleeping next to him.
"I love you Trowa" He whispered, but he could never seem the be able to say so when his love was awake. Heero wrapped his arms around Trowa and fell asleep contentedly.
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Trowa was up early as usual, making breakfast for him and Heero as always. The beacon and eggs where filling the small but cozy apartment with its delicious aroma.
Heero smelled the great food and hurried to the kitchen, and wrapped his arms around his tall love as he placed his head atop of Trowa's shoulder and lightly kissed his neck.
"Good morning koi" Heero murmured.
"Morning" Trowa said lightly.
He served both of their plates and they sat for breakfast. Half way through, Trowa broke the silence.
"Heero?" He started. Heero didn't look up at him.
"Hm?" He said.
"Do you love me?" Trowa asked. Heero quickly looked up.
"Of course I do, why do you ask?" Heero suspiciously.
"You never say it, I always have but you never. I do a lot for you Heero, you refused to let me work because you want to take care of us and that's fine, I do your laundry, your dinners, lunches, breakfasts and anything else. All I've ever wanted from you was to hear you say those three words, is that asking to much?" Trowa said, obviously angry and annoyed.
Heero had never heard Trowa say so much, and be so angry, especially with him.
"No..." He answered. Trowa folded his arms and waited. Heero still didn't say anything after 5 minutes, he didn't know how to say it, it was so easy when Trowa was asleep. But now...the words couldn't come out.
"Trowa...I..." He murmured he couldn't say it. Without a word Trowa stood up and stormed out of the kitchen and to their room, Heero followed.
He found Trowa quickly dressing. Heero stood in the middle of the doorway, sporting a worried look.
"Where are you going?" He asked quietly. Trowa walked past him and headed for the front door.
"Out!" Trowa stated, slamming the door behind him.
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It was past 11pm, and Heero was getting quite worried, he was scared that Trowa would be hurt or something, he had been waiting all day for him. Now Heero was in bed waiting for him some more, Trowa was never out past 8pm. Heero was very worried, he had never ever seen Trowa so mad, and it what was worse, it was his fault.
Suddenly, he heard the front door.
*Trowa!* Heero thought as he quickly climbed out of bed and made his way to the livingroom, to find Trowa taking off his shoes.
"Your back...I was really worried, I thought something might of happened to you" Heero said, moving forward to hug him, but Trowa pushed past him, and made his way to the bedroom.
Heero found Trowa undressing for bed.
"Trowa, please don't be mad...I'm sorry, you know I would never hurt you...* Heero pleaded.
Trowa looked up at him, glaring. "Of course you wouldn't, not intentionally anyway."
Heero stepped back like he had been physically hit. He frowned in determination and made his way over to the bed. Trowa was already laying down and had his back to him.
Heero slipped in between the sheets and sat up, looking at his lover's back. He ruffly turned Trowa to his back and kisses him hard before he could protest. At first Trowa complied but then push him away.
"Don't" Trowa said firmly. As he turned back to his original position, Heero laid himself a top of him, and positioned himself between his legs. Trowa always slept nude and Heero loved that fact.
"What are you doing!?" Trowa protested, but Heero simply kissed him and entered him. Trowa gasped at the violation.
"Showing you" Heero stated. Meaning, no, he couldn't say the simple words but he wanted to show them. He kissed at every part of Trowa's body, gently he caressed, kissed and licked lovingly at Trowa's body, making him moan and gasp.
Heero pounded into Trowa, making him moan. After a few hours, Heero slipped out of Trowa and smiled down at him. Heero kissed Trowa more, who's arms wrapped around his neck, as one of Trowa's hands, played in his dark unruly mess of hair.
Moments later, they were both sound asleep.
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When Heero came to, its was noon, the sun was shining through his window. He smiled and turned to Trowa, but to his disappointment, Trowa wasn't in the bed.
*Hm...maybe he's making lunch.*Heero thought as he got up, showered, dressed and made his way to the kitchen. But again, no Trowa. *Where the hell is he...?* He walked into the kitchen and found a note, handwritten by Trowa. He picked it up and read it.
Dear Heero,
I'm sorry, but I can't stay with you, not anymore, you've always taken care of me, of us, but you can't tell me the three words I've been needing to hear my entire life. I love you Heero, this is the hardest thing I had the ever do, but I'm sorry...Good-bye, Heero Yuy, my love.
Trowa
"Trowa...?" Heero said out loud.
He quickly made his way to the bedroom. All of Trowa's belongings where gone, including his toiletries.
Realization hit him hard, once more. Trowa was gone. Really gone...his Trowa...his koi...
TBC
