Ok this just came to me one night as I like to say, "Hit me in the face in the form of a pie!" ...you'll hear me say that a lot. This is the fourth story I'm working on... though only one of them are up and the other one is just a re-do of one I had up before but uh... no pies have hit me for that one so uh... yeah... anyway, I hope you enjoy! ^-^ Oh by the way, before I forge... I forgot...
Warnings: Rated M for a reason! Yaoi, lemon, incest, cutting, character death... and rape ^-^
*face-palms you* You've been warned!
Secret: Me and my friend contestantnumber2 (who has been a HUGE help in this) have cloned four Bleach characters for this fan fic and everyone else just wasn't important enough. I won't spoil too much, I'll slowly give you more info on this secret every chapter. I've taken too much of your time. *bows* I am truly sorry.
Disclaimer: (I don't own Breath nor do I own Breaking Benjamin) What are you sane? Of course I own Bleach!
Ichi: *sighs, rubbing temples* Please don't mind her, she's insane...
Grimm: *wraps an arm around Ichi's shoulders* Yeah, she can't handle all this sexiness heheheh...
Me: Shut up, shut up, shut up! I don't wanna hear it! I'll show you all! *laughs hysterically, running in circles*
Ichi: ...do you think we should put her back in the straight jacket before she hurts someone again?
Grimm: ...yeah... probably...
Shiro sighed, sitting on the couch of his old unchanged home. His father had run off to call his brother and tell him that he had just come home, like he had asked the moment he walked through the door and it was just being done an hour and a half later. Ichigo, his twin brother was the only person he cared for in the world and he refused to deal with any other person unless Ichigo asked him too. Shiro had left with a nineteen year old when they were fifteen when their mother died and he made Ichigo swear that he would keep it a secret but they had been in contact a after the first few months because with how close they were, suddenly being apart was too much to bear. And now, four years later, he was back... though he would never call it home. No place could ever be his home. Ichigo was his home and that's all he needed.
The white haired teen had never wanted to leave his twin but he hated seeing the berry so hurt and had taken the coward way out by leaving though he would have preferred to kill himself. The white being had been suicidal ever since he could remember but he just couldn't hurt Ichigo like that. He never really had any reason to be suicidal at all, he just hated life itself and that was all the reason he ever need. He was never close with his mother-any of his family for that matter though they seemed close to him. He continuously pushed them away, only allowing Ichigo in but the others always came back.
"Alright he said he'd be right over." Isshin sang happily, coming back into the room to sit next to his boy who scouted a bit away. "He actually didn't let me finish. The moment your name and home were said, he said he'd be right over." the teen growled at the older man's cheerful voice and stood up, glad to get away from him.
"Well I'm gonna go take a shower, it's been a long day." he said quickly making his away upstairs to avoid the old man's answer. His two younger sisters were said to be at a friend's house but would be back before dinner. Stepping into the bathroom, the white headed teen turned on the hot water and stripped himself of all his clothes before stepping into the tub and closing the curtain. He knew Ichigo would interrupt his shower but he didn't care, he didn't really need to bathe anyway he had had a shower just before coming here but he needed and excuse to get away from his father.
The shower was hot enough to turn his white skin red though he felt it could still be hotter. Sitting down, he turned it up slightly, his skin slowly turning a brighter red though he didn't feel any pain. He laid back against the tub, the water hitting his chest and stomach. He closed his eyes and began to sing a few of his favorite songs so that his mind wouldn't be completely engulfed in anxiety. He had made it through three songs already and was half way through the four when he realized that he was singing his and Ichigo's song. He just smiled, remembering that they had worked for years as kids to perfect their own dance for it which Ichigo had told him that he still remembered.
"You take the breath right out of me. You left a hole where my heart should be. You got to fight just to make it through..." he thought of Ichigo and his smile widened. "'Cause I will be the death of you." just then he heard the front door open and slam shut followed by hurried footsteps coming up the stairs. He chuckled, waiting for the door to open and felt his heart beat faster when it finally did.
"Shiro..." Ichigo panted and said teen noticed just how much he missed that voice. He pulled the shower curtain open and gave a lazy wave to the berry standing in the doorway.
"Oi what's up berry boy?" he greeted and Ichigo walked over just as Shiro expected.
"Holy fuck, is the water really that-" Shiro grabbed his arm and pulled him down, ignoring the slight pain from his body landing on top of his own. He wrapped his arms around Ichigo's neck, holding him in place, glad to finally be able to hold him again. "Ow ow ow fuck! Shiro let go-it's hot!" remembering that his brother didn't share his craving for heat, he let the struggling teen in his arms go who quickly turned around to turn the water off before sighing and turning back to his twin.
"Sorry..." Shiro said, smiling apologetically but Ichigo just shook his head.
"It's fine, just next time you know I'm coming... turn the water down please." Shiro just nodded before cupping a hand around the back of Ichigo's neck to pull him down to press their lips together and Ichigo supported, attacking the others lips hungrily.
"I missed you." Shiro managed to say in between kisses.
"I've missed you so much... please don't ever leave me again." Ichigo pleaded sadly and Shiro promised that he wouldn't.
"I won't... never again... I promise. Did you..." the white skinned teen, pulling away momentarily to look at the closed door. "Did you lock the door?"
"Oh sorry I didn't. I was too busy being pulled into a too fucking hot shower."
"Stop treating me like the bad guy, I'm older." Shiro said before teasingly licking the shell of his ear. "I said I was sorry didn't I?" Ichigo shuddered before quickly getting out of the tub. Shiro cussed at him for leaving him but he followed, grabbing a towel and dried Ichigo's hair as he began to take his wet clothes off spare for his black boxer briefs that had managed to stay dry. The older of the twins locked the door before standing back to watch the sexy show. Seeing that Shiro was watching him, he threw the towel on his head at him before turning around, placing his hands on the wall like he was being arrested. "How bad's my back?" Shiro looked at it, carefully running his hands along it's slightly redden surface.
"Not bad..." he pressed himself against his berry's body, running his hands up and down his torso as he placed gentle kisses on his neck. "I know you'll tell me to wait since we're at dad's place but we both know that I'll eventually get my way so can we just cut to the chase?" he asked, slipping one hand into Ichigo's shorts, slowly massaging his limp cock.
"S-Shiro no..." he objected though made no move to stop him. Someone tried to come in and Shiro quickly pulled away from his berry, upset at the interruption.
"Ichigo your sisters are back!" Isshin sang happily from the other side of the door, hinting that he hadn't told them that Shiro was here yet.
"Kay dad, we'll be out in a minute!" Shiro shouted angrily, hearing the older man walk off, crying over how his sons were so mean to him. "Damn it..." Ichigo, who had calmed down, turned around to wrap his arms around the others neck.
"I know you were never close to anyone in the family but please act like it for tonight."
"Not close to them? Ichigo, I hate them. They're not my family. You are. Only you. You're all I'll ever need." Shiro replied almost desperately before kissing him again. Their tongues collided, Shiro's instantly taking top because they both knew that he was the dominate male in this relationship.
"Shiro... family's... waiting."
"Who cares, I've got you." Ichigo suddenly pushed him away but held onto his shoulders.
"You can have me later at my house but right now, there are two thirteen year olds downstairs waiting to see their oldest brother for the first time in years so will you please go see them?" Shiro looked down, not wanting to. "Please?" the dark berry growled but nodded and they both quickly dressed, Ichigo having to borrow some of Shiro's clothes since he didn't bring any. Shiro couldn't help but to grab his berry just before his pants got over his hips but his hand was quickly slapped away by a red faced Ichigo, earning a chuckle from his brother.
"Girls look who I have!" Ichigo called happily, dragging Shiro down the stairs behind him who looked upset but waved at the two teenage girls when they stopped.
"Hichigo!" Yuzu exclaimed, rushing to get her brother into her arms.
"Yeah uh... hi... Yuzu... Karin..." he greeted though never looked at either of them. Karin seemed to not want anything to do with the white haired teen though he couldn't give a rat's ass but he didn't like how Yuzu seemed to have enough care and happiness for both of them. Dinner was at least a little quieter than he had expected, he sat next to Ichigo with their chairs nearly touching like they used to have them. Everyone figured that they would have grown out of this now that they were both nineteen now but just decided that it was because they missed each other. This was true but it was mostly so that Shiro could tease his berry underneath the table. Ichigo would jump in surprise and would be left to make up some excuse as to why he did as his twin just laughed.
After dinner, they watched old recordings of the family. Shiro laughed when Ichigo laughed, just to make it seem like he was making an effort but he was too lost in his thoughts of what he would do to his berry the moment they got to his house.
Sorry about the shortness but I got so caught up in ideas for other chapters that I can't think of the beginning so if the next chapter seems rushed... it's cuz it was. But chapter three is where things heat up so it won't be too long of a wait and suckishness. But I hope it was good enough to-Thank you! That was it! I was gonna say thanks to contestantnumer2... THANK YOU! Thank you to everyone who read this as well and please review, I like hearing your thoughts-yes YOURS. No one's but yours. So please... *teary chibi eyes* don't leave me alone... I love you all and will see you next chapter! XD
