A/N: Welcome Whispering!" the sequel to "Better than Before" (Yes i got the title from Spring Awakening...go figure...)..It's told fro the POV of sixteen year old Gabrielle "Gabby" Davis, aka, Nat and Henry's daughter. I won't tell you who 'he' is...you'll just have to guess! So, enjoy!

Dislcaimer: I don't own N2N! But I own Gabby!

The dark is everywhere. The only thing I can see is the shimmer of the razor in the moonlight.

"C'mon." He begs me, giving me a pitiful yet guilty stare. "Just do it."

The silver razor blades give off that shine, the familiar luster of metal. I look at it again.

"You know you can do it. Don't back out of it now, Gabby."

I try to reason with him, but he won't listen. "But…But I don't want to anymore…"

"You told me you did…"

"B-But…I can't…my mom-"

He grabs my shoulders and shakes me hard. "Listen to me. Don't let her get in the way of what you want. Just do it…"

I push him away, backing off as he falls to the ground. "Get away from me…leave me alone…leave my family alone…"

"I am your family."

"Not anymore."

I run from my room to my parents' room, hopefully finding someone there. My father sits alone on the bed, pen and a notebook in his hands. I slowly slink into the room, hoping to go unnoticed.

"Dad?"

He turns to me, his big brown eyes staring into my blue ones. "Hey. What's up, Gabby?"

"He's back."

He gives me a painful look as a sit down on the bed next to him. His arms are soon around me. "Ok…he's gone. He's gone now. Never coming back."

I cry into his shoulder, looking for comfort, knowing that I will find little in my mother.

I may seem like some sort of childish creep…I mean, I'm sixteen and I still confide in my parents when I'm scared of something. They're the only ones who could help me. The doctor diagnosed me with ADD, but as my condition developed, it was my mother who found the true cause.

I'm bipolar. God, I'm a freak and no one knows what I go through…

I'm Gabrielle Davis, and this is my story.